Forever and Always
Okay well there are two backgrounds for this poem. One is EO and is at the beginning and the other is personal and is at the end. Yes, this is about the song Forever and Always by Taylor Swift. Poem in Olivia’s point of view
EO background. Elliot and Olivia went out! But that damn slut of an ex-wife wanted him back and guess what? He went back to her. WooHoo. I hate men :[ *what a thing to say when I have a new boyfriend, but of course I luvvvvvv him!*
What did our relationship even mean to him? I mean really, he said he loved me, he hugged me, he took it slow. He said he never want to let me slip from his grasp. Oh honey I didn’t slip, I was dropped! Let me count the days, one, two, three. After that a distraction came back into your life, her, yeah you hung on but for a couple of weeks. Don’t lead me on, Don’t tease me. Just be straight with me, do you love me? Then love me, if you don’t then let go, don’t hang around because you don’t want to hurt me. Don’t say you’re going to the store when you go to see her, don’t kiss me then leave me alone. Now I have to stare at you. You’re beautiful blue eyes, the way you say my name, The way you look forward to work when you use to dread it. Now I’m alone with nothing to say you were my life and now I’m dead. Leave me alone don’t try to be my friend walking around with her and your other friends eat with her on the lunch break, hoes over bros, yeah hoes. My friends are upset, B was going off on how you got your buddy to tell a lie, “You guys don’t spend enough time alone together.” Bull crap! I was with you last week end, I wanted to be with you all week end but ‘Dad’ and work called. I was with you all day, all week! Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, All day Saturday, Sunday, Monday, then you broke it off. I hate you, don’t try to be my friend. Don’t tell my brother you didn’t mean to hurt me, don’t tell my friends you didn’t cheat, don’t go spreading lies about how I am jealous of her, because when she complains to you, when she wines that I said she was a whore take a second to think. What happened last Friday? What happened right after we said good bye? What did you say and what did she do that makes me hate you, that makes me weep, that makes me look you in your beautiful blue eyes and want to vomit? What made you lose me?
okay well the personal thing is like a sob story. A while back (on the day Lexi came back to the show) this guy I really, really, REALLY liked asked me out. I was so happy and he pulled me out of my deep depression that someone *coughs* (my dad) put me in. I smiled more often, I was writing again, and I was getting back to paying attention in class again! I was head over heels for him. On a miserable Friday night he was over at my neighbors house and this one girl was at my friends house and both of them were on facebook. The girl was on chat with him and he said “I won’t talk to you unless you give me a blow job.” okay a little tidbit is we are 13 and in 7th grade, 7th graders don’t do that kind of thing! She said yes and that’s not even the worst part! On Saturday I was at my neighbors house and we were going to champs, then my neighbor says my boyfriend is coming too! I was happy because I really wanted him to kiss me, that was how much I liked him I wanted him to be my first kiss. So… We were at the claw machine and he was trying to win me something then randomly he kisses me and I was sooooooooooooooooo happy omfb I am trembling now. so on the next Tuesday he had his FRIEND break up with me and on that Saturday I was at my friends house and found out what had happened last Friday. Guess what?!?!? I was back in that damn depression. I was almost committed to a metal institution but I was too old, I was acting up and crying a lot and Yeah I know its stupid but I was fine until I was listening to Forever and Always and it said “Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye we caught onto something, I hold on to the night you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me I started BAWLING! So anyway moral of the story boys suck and are sex loving pigs. Peace <3
