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“We already have him for the rape and assault, I’ll have him down at arraignment by tomorrow,” Casey explained, to the squad who consisted of Munch, Fin, Cragen Elliot and Dani.

“So that’s all we can do for tonight.” Cragen conclude, Casey left and Cragen walked back t his office as the other 4 put up.

“So Munch, do you have anything planned or are your going to get a drink with me?” Fin started,

“Ya, I’m in, Elliot, want to join?” Elliot looked up at Munch from his desk,

“What?” his mind was else where, pointed at a certain someone, he couldn’t stop thinking about her all day.

“Do you, want to come with me and Fin.” He said a little slower.

“Dani?” John looked over at Dani who was shrugging on her coat.

“Um, not sure.”

Elliot glanced over at Dani and than back at Munch,

“Sure, I’ll go, mind if I bring someone?”

“If you’re talking about Liv, go right ahead.” Munch commented, Elliot nodded and shrugged on his coat, seeing no harm in taking her.

“I’ll see you guys over at, O’Malley’s once I pick her up.” He finished.

They actually hadn’t seen each other in 3 days, and Elliot thought he would die, ya, he could survive 3 months but now, that she was back and now they were more serious with each other, he didn’t want to go 1 hour without her being by his side.

He used the spare key she had given him years ago for emergencies to enter her apartment. She was seated at her couch with papers sprawled everywhere on the coffee table in front of her. Elliot smiled when he heard soft jazz playing in the background that was so much like his Olivia.

Elliot walked up behind the couch,

“Hey beautiful.” He whispered, placing a kiss on her exposed shoulder. She hummed in pleasure as he continued placing kisses up her neck and than he lightly rested hi hand on her shoulders,

“I missed you.” She stated softly, her eyes drifting closed when he started to firmly but gently knead her shoulder muscles,

“I missed you.” Elliot repeated, placing a kiss at the back of her neck,

“Remember when I did this to you that one night?” he asked quietly,

“How could I forget El? You damn near gave me a heart-attack.”

“How’s that?” he asked playfully, trailing up to her neck and than back down again,

“Well, neck rubs isn’t exactly on our list of things we normally do.”

“Did.” He corrected her,

“Oh…sorry.” She joked,

“Hhhmm, ya.” He breathed, against her ear, his hands trailing down to massage her breasts,

“Elliot.” She moaned, tilting her head back against his.

“Do you want to go out for a drink with the guyz?”

Olivia quickly grabbed his hands and pulled him over the back of the couch so he was lying on top of her,

“First of all don’t ever mention the guyz when you’re massaging my breast” she stated with a laugh, Elliot chuckled and brushed his lips against her nose,

“Kind of ruined the mood didn’t it?” he joked, Olivia ran her hand through his hair,

“Ya, but its good that you did, other wise we wouldn’t have been able to go.” She purred,

“Ya, lets get you dressed than I don’t want you to go out like that with other wandering eyes,”

“So, I’m suddenly yours?”

“Exactly,” he stated, lifting her up, Olivia immediately wrapping her long legs around him,

“I’ve been wanting to get out of here, I’ve been stuck doing bills all day.” She groaned, sighing as she rested her forehead on his shoulder, “My brain can’t take anymore thinking.” She added, Elliot smoothed his left hand down her back and kissed her temple,

“Than we’ll make a deal, when we get home tonight, I’ll do all the work.” He purred, Olivia laughed and straightened to look at him,

“Deal.”

When they got to her bedroom, Elliot let go and pulled her into a passionate kiss before pulling back,

“You’re not going to watch?” she teased,

“Liv, If I do that I am 100 percent sure we are not going to leave tonight.” He smiled,

“Fine” she pouted, “Take all the fun out of it why don’t ya?”

Elliot stood in the kitchen and waited, very tempted to go in there but he knew Olivia would like to go and get caught up with everybody, so than it was like she never left, or, everybody, meaning Munch and Fin.

“Elliot?”

His head shot up and he smiled at Olivia, she was wearing a black silk long sleeve blouse with jeans and black mid-heel loafers, simple, but she looked absolutely gorgeous in it. His eyes moved over her body, taking in every detail,

“Elliot….” She called again, noticing he was just staring, Elliot’s eyes finally met hers and he smiled as he walked closer to her, Olivia resting her hands on his chest,

“I’m sorry,” he whispered, cupping her jaw,

“I’m just used to snaking glances at you when I can, now I can just stand here, and look at you.” He sighed,

“It was hard.” She breathed, understanding completely, loving him even more, now they could open up for each other, now they could fully trust each other. His head neared hers placing a kiss on her lips that would hopefully last them the night, but they both knew it wouldn’t,

“And we have to do that.”

“I’m not ready for people to know” Olivia agreed, she hooked her hand behind his neck to bring him down for another kiss,

“And I will wait until you are.” He stated, Olivia smiled and pulled him closer,

“We better go until we’re really late,” she said with a laugh.

“Not a bad idea.” Elliot chuckled,

The whole ride there, there was something unsettling going on with Olivia, she couldn’t quite put he finger on it but she felt that something was wrong and she started to feel nervous, Elliot noticed this and reached for left hand, kissing the back of it,

“There’s no need to be nervous Liv, it’s just a drink with Fin and Munch, we’ve done that 100’s of times,” Olivia swallowed the lump in her throat,

“I know El, but what if they—“

“Find out? Than it was meant to happen that way, there’s nothing wrong with that.” She squeezed his hand,

“I know but El…” she sighed, if this Dani was going to leave, she still wanted him as a partner, they wouldn’t be able to keep this charade going for long, she loved Elliot but she didn’t want to give up working with him. If and when she got back to work,

But I guess that’s just looking to far ahead. Olivia concluded, silencing her thoughts, but they still tugged at the back of her mind.

“Here we are.” Elliot stated as he found a reasonable parking space, both Olivia and Elliot got out, Elliot gave Olivia one last kiss on her the back of her hand before they entered the pub, guessing on what they must’ve acted and looked like before Olivia left for Oregon, that seemed so long ago.

She tugged on Elliot’s elbow when se spotted Fin and Munch seated a booth.

“It’s about time you two showed up.” Munch commented,

“Ya, I forgot where Olivia’s apartment was, its been so long” Elliot joked, motioning for Olivia to scoot in first, so Olivia was sitting across from Fin and Elliot sat down across from Munch,

“If only I was separated from my partner for that long period of time.” Fin added,

“Oh you’d miss him.” Olivia said with a smirk, Elliot rested his hand on her left knee affectionately,

“So did you guyz order the drinks?” Elliot asked as he started to rub circles on Olivia’s left knee cap.

“Ya, and here they are now.” Munch spotted the waiter coming toward them with 5 glassed and a pitcher, after he sat them down on the table, Olivia grabbed Elliot’s hand under the table to stop his teasing,

“So Liv, I heard about your commitment to the tree-huggers, do you still drink beer?” Fin asked, handing her a glass, Olivia grinned as Elliot started to trace his fingers all over her hand and knuckles,

“Coffee yes, but beer, now that’s a sacrifice,” she joked, taking a sip of the amber liquid, answering Fin’s question.

“I only drink that caffeinated sludge if need be, other wise I stick with-“

“Leaf water?” Elliot added, cutting off Munch,

“It’s your ‘bean water’” Munch retorted, peaking out of the rim’s of his glassed, Olivia chuckled and squeezed Elliot’s hand, still under the table, reminding him of the conversation they had the other morning, and than removed it under the tabled to rest on her right forearm, setting down her beer.

They should at least try and keep it under wraps.

Olivia than hid another smile in her glass when Elliot’s hand returned right to her knee, continuing his earlier ministrations, than Olivia’s eyes fell on the 5th glass that sat by the 2 pitchers, and right when she figured it out, it was too late.

“Hey! What’d I miss?”

Everyone turned their heads around to face Dani,

“Sorry I’m late; I had something to take care of.”

After that was said she seated right in next to Elliot so he was in between the 2. Elliot’s hand moved right on the top of the table to avoid suspicion since someone was sitting by him.

“Care to fill us in on it?” Much asked,

Dani laughed, “I’d tell ya, but than I’d have to kill you.”

“Don’t waste your time, nature’s about to do that here in a little while anyway.” Fin snickered,

“Isn’t that such a cliché” Munch grumbled, Olivia took a sip of her beer,

“So what have you been up to partner?” Dani asked, nudging Elliot’s arm with her elbow.

“Uh, nothing really, work, which you already know about.” Dani poured herself a beer and took a sip,

“You know, I was thinking, has anyone in SVU had a successful relationship?”

We’re working on it Elliot and Olivia thought in unison.

“Olivia? I really don’t know much about you.”

“She had a way of attracting wackos” Munch commented, taking a sip of his beer,

“I don’t recall her asking you John.” Elliot said, irritated.

“There seems to be a lot of them out there huh?” Dani added,

“Ya, I just found that out the hard way.” Elliot brushed his thigh against Olivia’s,

2 GLASSES OF BEER LATER……

“Well it seems Munch hasn’t really been lucky in the wife department” Fin laughed,

“Don’t remind me.” Munch stated, Dani chuckled and looked over at Elliot who had basically stayed silent the whole time and Olivia too.

“Hey looks like we’re out of beer,” Dani stated,

“Ya, I’ll go” Elliot offered, Dani scooted our and said, “I’ll come” Olivia sighed as they both walked off.

After a few moments of silence,

“Man Liv, it’s too bad you couldn’t have stay and kept an eye on your partner.”

Olivia looked over at Fin and flared her eyebrows, “What do you mean?”

“It’s pretty obvious that they’re more than friends, rumor is they’ve been trading saliva,” Munch stated, peaking out the rims of his glasses, “And probably more than that.”

Olivia looked between Fin and Munch before glancing over at the bar. Catching Dani laughing at something ad resting her hand on Elliot’s shoulder as they waited for the drinks,

“I’m sure it’s the beer talkin’” she stated, skeptically,

“Ya, well, Fin and I have a pool goin, on when they make it known,”

Olivia squinted her eyes back at Fin and Munch, “I………”

Before Fin could get a word out, he nudged Munch in the ribs as she silently gout out of the booth, Olivia headed towards the bar but hesitated, she felt sick and walked out of the pub, Dani and Elliot headed back to the booth but Elliot immediately noticed Olivia wasn’t there,

“Hey, where’s Liv?” he asked confused,

“Oh, I’m sure she just went to the bathroom.” Dani insisted sliding into the booth,

“Ya, grandpa over here jaw-jacked about you two having a thing and she walked off.” Elliot glanced between Munch and Dani and she just shrugged,

“How do you—“

“Come on, everyone knows, it not that hard to figure out, especially when it happens out side a cop bar.” Munch admitted,

“I’m sure she’ll come around Elliot, come on.” Dani stated, Elliot shook his had and immediately ran out the door, he searched the side walks that lined the buildings and spotted her walking off to his right,

“Liv! Liv, wait!”

What a mess he thought.

I LOVED IT AND I WENT TO FFNET TO READ THE NEXT CHAPTERS....I'LL READ THE SEQUEL ASAP

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thanx!! i dont think alot of ppl are reading that though...

I prefer telling myself it is due to holidays....no one is reading mine too... few read the first I made, and even less people left reviews.... don't worry I'm sure you have fans, but everybody is busy!

ya, i was thinking that too, maybe cuz its summer?? but thats when i actually have time to post...

love it pms

This was so good I totally forgot that SVU was coming on at 3:00 and didn't look up from this until 3:53! I missed the show because I was reading this, and I try to never miss a show, but this was so good, I couldn't stop reading.


Trust me, that was a compliment.

ahhh my story! lol i love it, havent read an update yet though!!!!! ahem!!!!! lol
go ahead Pinky!!! lol

OK, GUYZ!! SINCE EVERYONE SEEMS TO LIKE THIS ONE HERES THE UPDATE!! I HOPE YOU ENJOY!! I JUST LUV THAT YOU GUYZ ARE READING THIS AND STAYING WITH ME ON IT, I HAVE A LITTLE BIT OF A SUPRISE IN THIS CHAP, ITS A LITTLE HIDDEN AND YOU HAVE TO LOOK OUT FOR IT, ITS A HINT AND YOU GUYZ SHOULD PM ME AND TELL ME IT YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS OK??? AND THERE WILL BE ONE MORE CHAP. AFTER THIS ONE, BUT THAN A SEQUEL

It was too good to be true, she felt so pathetic, and embarrassed beyond any recognition, she had said so many things, she had finally let him in, and so personally. Olivia knew it, all men were all the same, with her anyway, she was just so naive to think that Elliot was any different, after all he couldn’t keep his relationship with his ex-wife. There would always be another woman between them, and she would end up with the shorter end of the stick, as always.

Olivia desperately tired to keep the tears at bay, could Munch be wrong?

Even though Olivia wished it, she knew Munch was pretty accurate on his line of gossip, and than she heard it even though she wanted to hate him inside and out, his voice, still made her heart flutter.

The bastard.

“Liv! Liv, wait!”

She kept walking, there was no way in hell she would do anything else he asked of her, Olivia let herself assume too much and it had cost her, she had gotten too close and now she had to suffer heart-ache, there was no happy endings, at least, not for her anyways.

“Liv, please! You don’t understand!” He grabbed her arm and she stopped, but didn’t turn around she kept her eyes fixed on the concrete in front of her, nothing else,

“Olivia, please, look at me.” He instructed softly, Olivia couldn’t hold it in,

“Why! Why, should I do anything you say?” she yelled, turning around to face him, his breath hitched when he noticed tears in her eyes,

“Olivia, it meant nothing, I mean, we were both drunk, lonely, I don’t even remember it….” He started,

“Did you frack!” she blurted, not able to stop herself, “OH wait, I’m suppose to only be your second, right? That’s just Horse Hockey!, you are some incredible bastard, was it all just Horse Hockey!, Elliot!? I can’t believe after 7 years of being your partner, standing by your side, I thought you at least respected me, but in the end you just see me as one walking frack!” she let out, her words dripping with venom. He stood there silent, not knowing what to say,

“Liv………” Elliot shook his head and wiped a hand through his hair, “Liv you know that’s not true,” he stated,

“How? How do I know!? For all I know you could have just been lying to me! The whole time.” A tear rolled down her cheek and Elliot desperately wanted to wipe it away and pull her into his arms, what happened? Everything seemed to fall apart in 2 seconds, he stepped closer but she just stepped back,

“Olivia, you know I love you, you just know it.” He stated, Olivia’s eyes darted between his and anther tear ran down her cheek,

“After a month of working with her, that suddenly happened? It’s been 7 years, Elliot, why?” she choked,

“Liv, you don’t understand, it was an impulse, it didn’t mean anything, she doesn’t matter to me.” He breathed, “When I admitted my feelings for you I wanted everything to be right, perfect, so I wouldn’t screw it up.” He tried to explain; Olivia just shook her head and folded her lips over each other.

“Well, your doing a hell of a job now, I’m glad you could move on with some one else, because you certainly will not with me.” She stated coldly, that was the last dagger she threw at Elliot before she left, but that wasn’t enough compared to how she felt. He had hurt her, in every possible way.

“Liv!” he called after her, but she didn’t turn around, she didn’t do anything, Elliot was about to go after her again,

“Hey Elliot! We’re going to go!” Elliot turned around and found Fin and Munch waving their goodbyes, seeing Dani no where, and quite frankly, he could careless, now he had to fix this mess, but he just wasn’t sure how, and when.

1 WEEK AND ½ LATER……..

Olivia sighed as she soaked in her bathtub; of course she wouldn’t find herself using the shower again. It would spring up too many memories, and the last week she had taken the couch as her bed too. Too many things had happened, too many memories, and Olivia had to dwell in them all. Right when things couldn’t get any better, it all came crashing down. Now she had no one, nothing.

Elliot had called so many time so she eventually ended up just unplugging her phones, how pathetic was she? She kept considering over and over again hearing him out, but she just couldn’t face him, not now, he never did answer her question which burdened her to her very core.

She should have known, she just let him in too quickly it was too good to be true, Olivia smoothed her hand over her stomach, boy how things never go as planned, Olivia sighed again as a silent tear slid down her cheek, lingering on her jaw.

But her body automatically stiffened when she heard a knock on the door.

And than another one.

Olivia slowly got out and slipped on a thick, dark blue robe and stepped out of the steamy bathroom there was another knock at the door when she stood silently in the hallway,

“Liv! Please, open the door!” Elliot couldn’t go another day with Olivia angry with him, he had tried countless times to try and apologize, but she just wouldn’t budge, and her silence was just killing him.

Olivia leaned against the wall and waited for him to leave,

“Olivia! I have a key!” he warned, that made her blood boil, here he was, making her feel absolutely miserable and now he was threatening to just barge in her apartment, he's already invaded her privacy, practically the only thing she had left.

“You have no right!” she yelled, walking by the door,

“Olivia please,” he almost begged, “Don’t make me stay out her and wake up the whole building!”

“Elliot” she breathed, she didn’t want to deal with him, and she was just mentally exhausted, not to mention physically.

“Liv, just let me in…that’s all I’m asking, you don’t have to talk to me, but just listen, please.” Olivia leaned her forehead against the door,

“Just go away Elliot, I’m tired...just leave me alone.”

“You know I cant do that.” He sighed, trying to convince her, which he had been trying for the past week and a half.

Than one of Olivia’s neighbors, Mark, opened his door,

“Yo! Mack! Pipe down!! Its midnight for Christ’s sake!”

Olivia squeezed her eyes shut as she listened to the exchange, she reluctantly unlocked the door, and Elliot’s head shot back to the door knob when he heard the ‘click’. Olivia turned around and headed to the kitchen; Elliot opened the door and saw no one,

“Liv?” he called out, he cautiously walked through her apartment and found her in the kitchen, leaning against the counter top. That’s when Elliot flashed back to the other morning and sighed, looking back towards Olivia.

“Olivia” he breathed, leaning against the counter across from her, she just lifted her head and raised her eyebrows. Elliot said she had to listen, but that didn’t mean she had say a word.

“Olivia, I’m sorry, I was just, just lonely, I was drunk, stupid, I just, you were gone and she was my partner, my mind just pictured me kissing you.” He breathed, trying t find the right words, but was having much difficulty,

“But she couldn’t handle it anyway.” He mumbled, Olivia flared her eyebrows and he continued, “She left, couldn’t deal with the victims. And I am once again without a partner.”

Olivia snorted and rolled her eyes, “I’m sure Cragen will find another female partner you can screw.” She stated coldly, tears forming in her eyes, Elliot’s eyes squinted,

“Goddamnit Olivia!” he slammed his hand on the tile counter, hard. But Olivia would not allow herself to jump or even be startled by him; she would never give him the satisfaction.

“You’re acting like those few days didn’t happen! Your acting like none of the things we said, were said, you’re forgetting that I love you.”

“And I was an idiot, to even believe that.”

“I meant every word.” He stated angrily, through gritted teeth, stepping closer to her.

“You could’ve at least told me!” she yelled,

“Olivia, when did it ever come up? I mean we don’t really talk about our personal life.”

“I thought she meant nothing to you, and now she’s part of your personal life? Or even in it?” she quipped,

“You know what I mean” he stated, his eyes piercing right through hers.

Than he noticed since he came in, what she was wearing, his eyes raked over her still semi-wet form, her hair up in a bun, beads of water dripping down her neck, and Elliot tried not to think of her naked frame underneath the one barrier between them. Elliot stepped closer and Olivia’s eyes caught on a bulge that was somewhat unlevel with his chest, it was sticking up just above his left pectoral. He noticed what she was looking at and looked down at it as well.

“Some kid stabbed me with a pen.” He snorted, it took every fiber in her being not to reach out and graze her fingers over the bandage that probably covered the wound under his shirt that had flawed his skin, or ask if he was alright, but he was breathing, so evidently, he was.

“I think your losing your touch.” She added, pulling her eyes away from it. Trying to keep her straight posture, and mellow look on her face, not wanting to give him any advantage, which was showing much difficulty.

“Or maybe I’m just more aware with you by my side.” He stated softly, Olivia looked up and finally noticed he had drifted more towards her, his eyes locked on hers, she swallowed and turned her head to the side, his gaze seemed so strong.

“Elliot, just leave me alone.” She pleaded, her voice thick with emotion, her body fighting an inner war within herself, her heart so desperately wanted to forgive him, but her head just wouldn’t have it. Not when he made this big of a mistake it seemed to her. Her eyes closed when he drew near, his body only a few inches from hers,

“Olivia, forgive me.” He requested in a low whisper, pulling her chin toward him with is thumb and index finger. As he rested the other one on the cabinet by her head, boxing her in so only he, surrounded her. A tear fell down her cheek while she opened her eyes to gaze at him, all the anger had left from his steel blue eyes, they were now filled with sadness, for not being with her, and guilt, for making the biggest mistake of his life.

“I can’t Elliot.” She breathed, her bottom lip trembling, Elliot smoothed his thumb, under her lip tenderly, stop the frantic movements, his own eyes filling with tears. They were each others weakness's and there was no way, they could deny or shake each other, as annoying as it may be to them both, or at least they tried to tell themselves, they would both follow each other any where, physical or not.

“Why not? I am sorry for anything I have done, for any pain I may have caused you.”

Olivia shook her head, “I want us to be honest with each other Elliot, we have never been good in that department, I meant every word I said, and I shared it with you because I thought you felt the same way.” she stated, trying to be civil with him.

“I do, God Olivia I’m so sorry for making you question that,” he stated quickly smoothing his palm over her cheek, Olivia sniffled and looked down at the tiled floor of the kitchen, she shook her head again another tear fell, and Elliot swiped it away with his thumb, when she looked back up at him, her eyes drifted down to his lips and than slowly up to his eyes.

“Liv, I love you, please believe me.” He pleaded, he wanted to kiss her, he wanted to show her how much he loved her, Elliot’s head closed the space between them but Olivia turned her head to the side. He immediately stopped and she moved away from him, toward her bedroom,

“Lock the door on your way out.” She called from the hallway, closing her bedroom door, Elliot leaned against the counter on his hands, he wanted to go into her bedroom and convince her to forgive him, how ever long it took him.

He was just as stubborn as she was, and he had already waited a week and a half, that was way too long.

Elliot strutted down her hallway, heading straight for her bedroom.

ahhhh why'd you stop there?! it was sooo good, it felt like i was watching it on tv. Very good visual... and i think i know the secret.....



I loved it!!!!!!!!!


Good job!!!!

love it. please add more when u have time

Love it!

AWWW i just want to thank you guyz for all the awesome feedback and sticking with me through, this, this is my last chap, and if you want, i have a sequel to go along with it, so tell me if you want that! the secret will be revealed!!

When Elliot threw open the door, his breath hitched when he caught Olivia topless, she turned around in shock and grabbed her robe to cover her top half, she thought he had left and just wanted to dress and go to bed she was so tired.

“You sonovabitch, get out!”

Elliot froze and stared at her, helplessly trying to cover herself from his eyes, he squeezed the door knob, and he wanted to do as she asked, but he just couldn’t, he wanted to resolve this, even if he waited for her to get dressed, he slowly walked in and shut the door so the room was dark,

“What the hell’s the matter with you? I told you to get out.” She stated, her voice only breaking at the end, trying to keep her ground. But she froze when he didn’t stop, by god was this man making it difficult,

“Olivia” he breathed, shaking his head, her eyes locked on his moving form, approaching her in the moonlight,

“You don’t need to conceal yourself from me.” He stated quietly, resting his hand on one of hers, holding her robe, the other hand hesitantly reaching up to caress her slim back. Tears started to form in her eyes again as she studied his face, she saw so much emotion pooling in his eyes and one of love, she wanted to believe it, his gaze slowly bringing down her walls.

“I’m not lying to you when I say I love you.” He whispered, his fore-finger and middle finger continuing their ministrations, moving softly up and down her soft, smooth skin, Elliot didn’t like the fact that he had to use her weakness against her, which was his advantage, but if it was the only way to get through that hard head of hers that he loved so much about her, than so be it.

Olivia let out a shaky breath, his eyes showing no signs of faltering, Elliot really wasn’t the person to lie, especially to her, of course he didn’t, but it still hurt to know he did that with out her knowing, even after they made love and were starting to trust each other fully, and opening up to one another.

He tilted his head to the side, watching her dark almond eyes sparkle in the dim light. “Say something Liv, anything.” He encouraged, but she just turned her head to the side, “Do you trust me?” he asked softly, intertwining their fingers on her robe, still keeping it in place. Her face once again turned toward him, and she slowly nodded her head, no doubt about trusting him, she trusted him with her whole heart, with everything in her.

And sometimes, that was the problem.

“Ok,” he breathed, than his other hand trailed across her shoulder and down to her robe, he paused for a moment, glancing into her eyes, than he pulled her hands, feeling no resistance as her robe fell to the floor. Olivia closed her eyes, finally opening up a apart of her to him, than his eyes drifted down to see she had put panties on, but he would get to that later that wasn’t important at the moment.

Elliot circled around her and slowly pulled her damp hair out of the band that was holding it. He draped her soft tresses over her shoulders and placed a kiss at the back of her neck, causing her to shiver.

“Dani meant absolutely nothing to me.” He repeated, smoothing his hands down her sides, she shivered again when he brought his hands back-up to rest on her shoulders, “Relax, your so tense,” he cooed, Olivia brought her arms up to cover her breast as she opened her eyes, Elliot noticed the movement and stepped in front of her again.

He rested his right hand on her neck and gazed into her eyes, everything they had, depended on this moment, was going to be determined, by this moment. The next thing Elliot did could make or break their relationship.

Ya, no pressure he thought.

“Liv, if you truly want me to leave, I will.” He swallowed, praying to god, that everything he had did wrongly in his life, that he would forgive him, and give him the one thing he ever wanted for himself. Elliot had thought about what was best for everyone around countless times, now he was going to do what he wanted, for himself.

Olivia’s eyes locked on his and she swallowed the lump that had lodged itself in her throat since he walked in her bedroom. Elliot walked over to her window and squeezed his eyes shut, anticipating her answer and trying to get his body under control.

It wasn’t the whole point of physical pleasure of pleasure at all to assure her she didn’t need to cover herself, he just wanted to assure her in every way there was, that she could trust him, mind body and soul, that they had now moved beyond physical barriers that they used countless times against each other, now he just need to get through to her that he still loved her, which wasn’t proving to be easy so far.

He automatically stiffened when he felt her hands softly rest on his back, Elliot stood there and waited, he would wait there forever if need be, he wanted her to make the next move so he was absolutely sure she was fine with everything going on, he just wanted her to say something, anything.

Olivia wasn’t sure on what to do next, she just stared at his back, her body had become so inflamed when his eyes and hands caressed over her exposed skin, but that wasn’t the answer, the physical attraction was there but they needed to gain what they lost, something a lot more than just physical. Right now, she wasn’t sure on how to heal that, but if they couldn’t survive this one little ordeal, than maybe there wasn’t suppose to be a future for them together after all.

She sighed and rested her forehead just under the back of his neck, Elliot finally relaxed and his eyes drifted closed as he draped his head, the tension finally being put to rest.

“I’m not questioning your trust Elliot.” She began, tilting her forehead back and forth.

Olivia turned him around and Elliot found out she had put her robe back on, but she was talking and they weren’t yelling, so that was good enough for him, even better.

“We’ve trusted each other from the moment we became partners.” She stated softly, her words flowing over him like a warm breeze, immediately calming him. He sighed and rested his left hand lightly on her cheek, feeling relieved when she didn’t object.

“But I want us to be more than partners Olivia, you know that.” He stated carefully.

Elliot wanted to jump for joy when she nuzzled her cheek into his hand, seeking more of his touch.

“I have been by your side for 7 years El, I have backed your play, I’ve had your back and you’ve had mine, we know each other inside and out, I can tell what your going to say, even before you say it, we’ve fought passionately, disagreeing on things for our devotion to the job, you’ve helped me when I had too many demons to control, even outside of work, that alone already signifies that we’re way beyond partners.” She breathed.

Olivia circled around him and her hands snaked up to rest on his shoulder, pulling of his jacket. Elliot kept his arms by his sides, letting the now worthless piece of clothing fall to the floor.

“Now, what about this kid and a pen?” she asked faintly, studying the back of his big masculine frame, trying to keep her emotions in check, so she could stay behind the wheel and make sure she didn’t swerve, and have complete meltdown.

“I’m fine.” He whispered, turning his head to the side, using his peripheral vision to study her face. Olivia circled back in front of him, her eyes looking on the bump over the left side of his chest.

“At least you wouldn’t have almost fainted if you had to yank it out of me; at first I wasn’t sure if she’d do it.” He chuckled trying to lighten the mood,

But failing.

“God Elliot.” She choked, “Only because I couldn’t.” she stated quietly, looking up at him, Elliot’s breath caught when he noticed the glassy look in her eyes, he just started at her quietly, fearing that anything else he might say would only upset or hurt her more.

At first she just stood there, and Elliot wasn’t sure what she wanted to do, but he soon figured it out, Olivia swallowed and her eyes slowly dragged themselves up to meet his. Her hands slid down his sides and he lifted his arms as they went to rest on his hips, Elliot was stunned when he realized she was waiting for the ‘ok’. He leaned forward and placed an open-mouthed kiss on her forehead for her answer.

Olivia gently pulled the light blue, long sleeve shirt out of his pants and than slipped her hands under it, smoothing her palms over his ripped stomach, leaving goose bumps in her path. Then she took the end of it and pulled his shirt over his head, Elliot raising his arms for her. Her eyes immediately fell on the white bandage as it was revealed to her.

“Elliot.” She breathed, not liking the size of the bandage that usually wasn’t a good thing.

“It’s only about a centimeter wide,” he assured her, his eyes wander over her face adoringly, at least she still cared about his well-being, that’s something. Olivia hesitated at first so Elliot brought her hand up to rest on his heart, as he laid his hand over hers.

“See, it’s still thumpin’ and I’m obviously here to bug you, it takes a lot more than a pen to get rid of me.” He stated with a smile, trying to make her feel better.

“Ya, why put you out of your misery,” she added with a wet laugh. Her hand than smoothed over her bandage, “Does it hurt?” she asked, her eyes darting up to meet his.

“Only if you press on it.”

Olivia leaned over and kissed over the bandage, smoothing her thumb over that spot, Elliot chuckled, “I think it feels better already.” He joked smiling down at her.

That’s when she really took in the expanse of his exposed chest, his big muscles straining under his smooth, soft skin, flexing and moving as he laughed. Elliot’s smile lulled over as he was how Olivia was looking at him in complete admiration. She defiantly couldn’t hide her desire for this man.

“Do you trust me Elliot?” she asked quietly, Elliot grabbed her hand brushed his lips against the back.

“With everything in me.” He stated, his eyes never wavering, he absolutely wanted her to know that he did and he never wanted her to question that. He rested his hand on her left cheek but he wrinkled his brow.

“Your trembling.” He whispered in astonishment. Her eyes drifted shut and she rested her hand on his that rested on her cheek, Olivia’s hands dropped to the rope that was tied to keep her robe closed, she untied and let it fall to the floor.

Elliot swallowed and watched as he unbuckled his belt and unbuttoned his pants, letting them glide off his legs into a heap at his feet. They both sighed and Olivia’s eyes drifted down to the bulge in his boxers, causing it to twitch. The thought alone caused her body to shiver.

Elliot bit the inside of his cheek as he felt her circle around him; her fingers came to rest on the tattoo of his left arm. Olivia brushed her lips against it, she never was a religious person, but she thought about the significance it must’ve meant for him to have the crucifix of Jesus embedded on to his skin, with him forever, maybe Catholics, or people who believed in god, in general, were lucky they had someone to lean on, when they were in trouble and needed help. Olivia just had herself.

Elliot closed his eyes, trying to contain his composure, Olivia was calling the shots now and he won’t don anything unless she asks, he’s already pushed her so far, but now it was her turn. She than grazed the tip of her fingers across his shoulder blades.

Olivia took in a shaky breath, smoothing her hand over her flat stomach, anticipating what was yet to come, that is why she was dreading facing him after the bar, she didn’t know what to say, it was absolutely the worst timing, but it is the most wonderful news she could ever receive.

Tears formed in her eyes and she rested her forehead on his back once more, she couldn’t tell him yet, not now, now when their relationship was hanging by a thread and there was a chance she would lose Elliot.

Elliot noticed her pause and turned around “Liv?” he whispered, cupping her head in his hands, she sniffled and looked up at him, trying to hide all the signs that she was crying, her hand slid down his arm until she reached his, than Olivia brought his palm up to brush against her petal soft mound, and she looked back up so their lips became one, finally giving in.

Their eyes fluttered closed and her other hand snaked behind his neck, lightly stroking the hair on the back of his head, as his left hand began to knead her breast. Their tongues found each other and they both stepped closer so their bodies were pressed against each other.

“I do love you Elliot.” She stated, stepping back towards her bed,

“I love you, so very much.” Elliot said back, running his hand through her hair, than Elliot’s head draped to circle around her erected nub. She whimpered as she realized the sensitivity she will have to endure. Elliot slid off her panties as she did with his boxers, and he stood back to get a look at her, Olivia shivered at his gentle caress his eyes were giving her, and she stepped closer to him.

He smiled at her and brushed her bangs out of her eye, wanting to look deep into her chocolate pools, always wanting to get lost in them. But he soon lost all coherent thought when her small, thin fingers wrapped around him,

“Liv,” he groaned huskily, lust lacing his vocal chords.

“And I do forgive you El.” She added softly against his lips, Elliot rested his hands on her hips and sighed, her hands feeling so right smoothing over him, and he finally had the reassurance that she did forgive, and she would actually talk to him again, or even want to see him, but better, she wanted to love him.

“It seems like they never fail you.” She chuckled, Elliot not getting her meaning.

“Olivia.” He sighed, Elliot gently laid her down n the bed and hovered over her, smoothing his left hand up and won her side wile the other rested by her head. She smiled at the picture his big, powerful frame mad over her. She needed this man, there was no doubt about that, life was only worth living if he was in it, she couldn’t not forgive him, not after he had give her something so special in return.

And that’s when she decided, Olivia reached for his hand and rested it over her stomach, Elliot looked down at her as he smoothed his fingers over it and than looked back at her. Tears forming in her eyes, a faint smile playing across her lips, not sure on how he would react. Elliot’s eyes searched her face, trying to figure out what she was saying,

“Liv……what—“his eyes suddenly grew wide,

“Did I…..did we…..” he couldn’t think, he could hardly breathe, a smile instantly spread across his face and he laughed,

“Jesus!…” He slowly rolled on his back so she was laying over him, Elliot laughed again and wrapped his arms round her body and brought her head into his neck, he kissed her temple lovingly,

“Olivia…..we made a baby.” He whispered, in her hair, the realization setting in, he was speechless, they made a baby, and Olivia, the woman that he loved was going to be carrying their child.

“Is that ok?” she asked, worried that he wouldn’t, Elliot tilted his head to look at her,

“Is that ok? This is wonderful!” he assured her, Elliot fused his lips with hers, and she looked down at him, and smiled,

“I want to carry you baby El.” She stated quietly, tears pooling in her eyes, Elliot saw the widest smile streak across her face and it reflected in her eyes, Olivia buried her face back into his neck and sighed as they laid there thinking of what was to come.

“I love you” he repeated, wanting to say it over and over and over again, Elliot’s thoughts stopped when Olivia began to place kisses all over his neck.

“Make love to me Elliot.” She purred in his ear, “Show me how much you love me.” Elliot laid her down on her back and kiss her heart and than down to her belly and back again.

“My pleasure.” He stated with a wide grin,

“Well, hopefully mine too.” She laughed,

“That definitely won’t be a problem.” Elliot purred, bringing his lips back to hers, while he entered her.

Finally coming together again, and finally finding each other.

THE END!!

OMG that was AMAZING!!!!

i loved it!! but i can't believe it's over already! i might just read it agin from the beginning!

bravo!!! A++++

I loved this story!!! Great job