CHAPTER ONE:

Olivia walked into the precient, and sat down at her desk, not seeing Elliot anywhere around. I wonder where Elliot could be, Olivia thought to herself, watching Munch and Fin fight over the coffee Munch had made.

"Ugh. You not actually thinking I'm going to drink that are you?" Fin frowned, "It's horrible. Everyone knows that!"

Munch threw Fin a dirty look, and he drank some of the coffee he had made. Munch's face scrunched up. I guess he's right. Munch set down his coffee cup on his desk, and looked over to Olivia; who was on her computer.

"Hey, Liv." Olivia turned her attention away from her computer, "Hey Munch," Ask him before you forget! "Have you guys seen Elliot anywhere?"

Fin looked up. "He was in the weight room when I left yesterday," he shrugged, answering for Munch. "Maybey he's takin' a nap is the crib, or he's still in the weight room...." There was a pause before he continued, "He needs to take it easy, of what's happening with him right now. I know it's heart breaking, but he's been shutting everyone out lately," he sighed, taking a deep breath in before continuing again, "Maybe you should go talk to him. If it's anyone, it should be you who he might open up to."

Fin shook his head, his attention back on the morning's paper.

Olivia got up from her seat, and walked up the stairs into the crib. Empty. She walked back down to the squad room, the leaving again, and she walked to the closed door of the weight room, stopping when she heard shouting. She stood outside the door, making sure not to be heard or seen, listening in into who ever's conversation was being held.

"--Yes, I know that!" A pause. "So what! But you lied to me Kathy!"

Elliot. Obviously, she should have known. She payed her attention back into the conversation.

"You said he was my son! What? You lied to me! Just so I can come back! Well I'm not. I'll be visiting my kids now and then. Since they are my kids, I will visit them whenever I want!" Another pause. "Whatever! Good-bye Kathy!" Elliot hung up, and a few silent moments passed, until Oilvia heard a loud noise coming from insdie the weight room; which made her jump.

A tear slid down her cheek. She stood there listening to the small noises. She heard a click, and she jumped when Elliot walked out of the room; who, he was startled to seeing Olivia standing there.

"Liv?"

She looked away, "Sorry, Elliot. I... I just came looking for you, 'cause you wern't at your desk," she continued to look away; another tear sliding down her cheek, hoping that Elliot wouldn't see it, but he did.

"It's okay. You shouldn't have heard that though, Olivia." he said quietly.

Tears gathered up in her eyes, and they slid down her face, "I'm sorry,"

She tried to walk away, trying to avoid further conversation, but Elliot grabbed her arm, and pulled her towards himself, giving her a tight hug.

Her heart melted, when she came into contact with him. All she wanted to do was kiss him. Tell him that she loved him. But it wasn't that easy. Love came with a price. And besides, Elliot is going through enough trouble at the moment. Like his family. Hearing arrangements for visitation to his kids. and a lot more.

Elliot pulled away, looking at Olivia. He pushed her against the wall, and she looked at him startled.

"Elliot! What are you doing?" her voice slightly high pitched.

"Something I should have done a long time ago..." he smiled, and Olivia's inside melted.

He continued to look at her, and his lips met with his. She opened her mouth to him immediatly, because she has been waiting for this moment, ever since she walked into the squad room, and meeting Elliot. Shaking his hand. Smiling, because she knew everything was going to be okay. Who could ever ask for another partner?

Elliot and Olivia heard snickering, and they both broke apart, and turned over to seeing to reconizable faces. Munch and Fin.

"Ah, the two famous love birds!" Munch exclaimed.

"Wait until Cap. get's a load of this!" Fin said happily.

Elliot and Olivia frowned. Fin had his camera in his hands, that was pointed directly at both of them.

"Fin!" Olivia started after him, "Put that camera down, or you are so dead!"

She chased him out of the hall way from the weight room, and she chased him around the building.

"Ah, it's about time you guys finally got together," Munch said smiling.

Elliot swept a look at Munch, confused, "What are you talking about?"

Munch walked over to Elliot, and rested his elbow on Elliot's shoulder.

"I'm saying, that we knew that the moment we saw you two both working together; with smiles on your faces every day basicly, we knew that you'd love each other in the end. But wait until Cragen finds out." Munch shook his head, still smiling.

"Munch," Elliot warned. "You cannot tell Cragen this!"

"Fine!" he held up his hands for surrender, "So, when will you hit it off with her?"

Elliot scrunched up his face, grossed out by Munch's sick mind, "Damn! You have a sick mind, Munch!" he walked off, leaving Munch alone in the doorway of the weight room.

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Haha. Hope you like... or love this story. Tell me what you think. OH: If you have any suggestions, for the next chapter, gimme those suggestions, and I might use them.

Second chapter up soon everyone!

-kat-

Hi Bubba here, good job. Everything is nice and neat.

Thankx for the great comment(s).

Bubba: Thankx. Alot of people have it sooo scrunched up most of the time, that I really can't read it well.

So I thought that I'd I just want to tell everone, that it's 'Cragen', not 'Craigen'. Also, it's 'Kathy', not 'Cathy'. Just a little friendly reminder, to people who didn't know. Now, here is chapter two. Enjoy it. And please gimme ANY suggestions you have. -kat-

Chapter Two:

Olivia heard loud shouts, and her eyes opened slightly. It took her a long moments to gather up where she was. Her desk. Of course. She turned her head, to find out where the loud shouts were coming from. Cragens office. Again, of course. He's always pissed about something. I just hope it isn't me, Olivia thought, turning her head, to see that Fin and Munch were sitting at their desks, ignoring the yelling. She turned her head to Elliot's desk. He wasn't there.

Oh, God. Was the dream real? What happened? Did Elliot actually kiss me? Olivia turned her attention to Munch, and she swept her bangs out of her face.

"Hey, Munch?"

Munch looked up and smiled, "Yeah?"

"Where's Elliot? Is he in Cragens office?"

Munch nodded slightly, "Yeah. While you were taking your little nap, Elliot here decided that he would take Mildonie's interigation on his own. Beat the hell out of him. You don't wanna see what he looks like. Mildonie, not Elliot," he paused, taking in a sharp breath. "Elliot, you don't wanna talk to him for a while. Almost beat the hell out of Huang too," he shook his head.

Fin nodded at Munch's statement.

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About fifteen minutes passed, when Elliot finally came out of Cragens office.

"And I don't wanna see your face, until tomarrow morning," Cragen pointed at Elliot, and Elliot gathered his stuff, and headed out the door.

He got to his car, when he heard his name being shouted behind him.

"Elliot!" Olivia was running towards him, stopping in front of him.

"You okay, Elliot? What happened in there?"

Elliot shook his head, and he unlocked his car door. Before he could get in, Olivia spoke.

"He's not yours. Is he?" she asked softly, but sturn.

"What's that supposed to mean?" Elliot frowned, looking at Olivia in the eye's.

"I mean, EJ isn't yours. Is he?" she asked louder, but still soft.

Elliot looked at Olivia, but not only in shock, but also in fear.

"How'd you know?"

Olivia looked away, and shrugged.

"You won't believe me if I told you," she paused. "But, this is about you, El. Not me. How did you-"

He shook his hand, and held up his hand, cutting Olivia off.

"Olivia. I'm not having this discussion with you," Olivia, obviously, was now starting to get pissed off.

"Elliot!" she said loudly. "You alway's shut me out. You shut away your feelings. You act as if nothing has ever happened, when yet it did. And it eats you up on the inside, until you take it out on someone, who is innocent, and dosn't deserve to get treated, the way you treat thm. I'm getting sick of your crap Elliot! I'm sick of you not telling me, nor anyone else, what's happening to you. Personal or not, Elliot, I want some answers," she sucked in a sharp breath before continuing. "I want you to talk to me like you used to. Like when you did years ago," she shook her head. A tear falling down her face.

"I'm sorry, Olivia," he whispered.

"Whatever," she shook her head again, "If your not gonna talk to anybody, I wouldn't make a difference, now would I?"

She turned on her heels, starting to wipe away the stream of tears coming down her face, when she heard Elliot call her name, and she stopped.

"Olivia," he walked over to her, and she didn't turn around. So instead, he walked in front of her, so they were facing each other. She looked away, and he lifted her chin, so she was looking at her.

"Come to my apartment. If you wanna talk, then let's talk. I'll tell you anything," he paused. "I don't want us to be mad at each other, over some silly thing."

Olivia nodded, "I thought you went back home?"

"I moved out atleast a couple of weeks ago.... You know. When I found out EJ wasn't mine,"

They got into Elliot's car, and went to his apartment.

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They both sat in silence inside Elliot's apartment, on his couch. Neither of them looking at each other. Olivia finally spoke up.

"I'm sorry, Elliot"

Elliot looked at her with confusion, "Sorry about what?"

"For yelling at you. Butting in. Stuff like that,"

Elliot cracked a smile.

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An hour and a half has past, and Olivia now realized that it was getting late.

"Elliot, I have to go. It's getting late,"

Elliot took a glance at his watch, and realized that it was 11:25p.m. He looked back up at Olivia and smiled. Olivia caught his glance on her, and she smiled, "What?"

"I was just thinking," he smiled bigger.

"What?" she became slightly serious.

"Well," he started. "Since it's late, why don't you sleep here?"

"Elliot-"

Elliot held up his hand, and he cut her off again.

"You can sleep here. I won't mind. I mean, you don't really wanna go back to your place for a few lonely hours, then fall asleep, then wake up to that shrilling alarm clock,"

Olivia giggled, and Elliot looked at her shocked.

"Did... did you just giggle? Olivia Benson?"

She laughed, and smiled, "I guess there is no harm in me staying here. But, what about clothes?"

Elliot continued to smile, "You left some clothes here the last time you slept at my house. I kept them with me. Just in case,"

Olivia blushed, hoping that Elliot wouldn't see through the dim light, but again she failed miserably.

"Okay..." he laughed. "You did not just blush,"

They both laughed, knowing that they had each other's back.

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Olivia woke up. Her dream scaring her deeply. She was shakey. She looked around, thinking where she was. Elliot's apartment. His bed. She shook more. Getting more scared by the second.

She slowly took out the covers, and she got out of the bed. She quietly opened the door, peering out, seeing if anyone was out there.

She opened the door more, steping out of the bedroom, and walking down the hall; her continuing to shake.

"Elliot?" her voice was also shakey.

"Elliot?" she called out louder.

Elliot woke up instantly. He was sprawled out on the couch. He saw Olivia, and he bolted up. He stood up, and walked over to Olivia, she jumped when he grabbed her shoulders. And she shook more.

"Olivia? What's wrong?"

She shook her head, and tears started falling down from her eyes, and onto her cheeks like a stream. Elliot pulled her closer, and hugged her tightly.

"Liv, please, tell me. What's wrong?"

"I.. I w-was.. ra-aped," she stuttered, shaking intesivley.

"What?" he pulled away from her.

"N.. Not really. In.. m-my... d-dream...."

"Oh," he said quietly, pulling back in, hugging her.

They stood in the living room hugging each other, until Elliot pulled back.

"Come on, let's go back to sleep," he put his hand on a small part of her lower back, letting her lead the way back into the bedroom.

Once Olivia was in the bed, she grabbed Elliot's hand, "Don't go,"

"Liv,"

"Elliot. Please?" she didn't want to beg him. He had no idea how much she wanted him right now.

Elliot nodded, "Okay,"

Elliot got in the bed, and layed next to Olivia. He got settled in.

"Elliot?"

"Hm?"

"I'm cold,"

"Okay," he moved closer to her, and he pulled her closer to him, and she smiled. He put his arm around her stomach, and his head was above hers. They both closed their eye's, and fell into a light sleep.

"I love you," Olivia mumbled, half asleep.

A few minutes later, they were in a deep heavenly sleep.

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Any suggestions? If so, please tell me!

-kat-

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CHAPTER THREE:

Elliot woke up, and found himself in bed. Alone. He opened his eye's more, to get a good look of his surroundings better. Olivia wasn't with him. The sheets on her side was messy, meaning that when he slept with her, it wasn't a dream. For him, that was a good thing.

Elliot got out of bed, and walked into his kitchen, to find Olivia at his stove, making breakfast. She walked over to the fridge, and pulled out four eggs. She craked them, and put them in a pan.

Elliot quietly walked behind her, and pulled her back from her hips; him hugging her. She let out a slight scream; her taken by surrprise.

"Elliot!" she laughed.

"Hey," he smiled, releasing her. "How come your not at work?"

She looked down, then she walked over to the stove, moving the eggs around, so they wouldn't stick.

"I thought I could use the day off," she turned and looked at him. "That's not bad. Is it?"

Elliot shook his head, "No, no, not at all."

"Last night..." her voice trailed off.

She turned off the stove, seeing that the eggs were done, she turned to him, and rested against the counter.

"...was horrible. The dream. I never thought that..."

Elliot stepped closer, and pulled her closer to himself, and hugged her tightly.

"Who was the one that.. raped you?" he asked, hoping she wouldn't break down crying.

But tears started to fall down her cheeks, and she pulled back from him, and she walked over and sat on the couch.

"Liv?" he followed her, and sat next to her.

"You," she whispered.

"Huh?" he was confused.

"You... you were the.. the one w-who raped me," she burried her face in her hands, and she sobed more.

Elliot was shocked. I would never do that to her. I would never hurt her in any way!

"Liv," he pulled her to him, and hugged her again, but more tightly. "I would never hurt you. Never... Tell me what happened."

She shook her head, and cried a little more.

"Please. Liv?"

"W.. well. We were in my apartment," she wiped the tears from her face. "You.. you told me you loved me, and you started to come closer to me. You, you pushed me against the wall, and started to kiss my neck. I tried to resist..." she cried, and she wiped the tears that were falling down her face. "But, you held down my arms, and started to kiss me. On the lips. It seemed like you were getting way too carried away," she shook her head. "Then I woke up."

Elliot pulled her closer, and he kissed her on the top of her head. "I would never do such a thing, Liv. You know that. Don't believe in the bad dreams. They'll tear you apart."

Olivia wrapped her arms around his neck, and she hugged him back. "I know that. I wish the dream didn't come. But it did." she paused, remembering last night's events that happened, before she fell asleep. She told him she loved him! But.. does he remember? Olivia thought, closing her eye's.

"Elliot?"

"Hm?"

"Do you remember what I said last night? Before we fell asleep?"

Elliot thought for a moment, "You said you were cold, so I wrapped my arm around you. Why? Did you say anything else?"

Elliot remembered that he fell asleep. He had a dream about Olivia. She told him she loved him. But, it was just a dream. right?

"Well..." she snuggled closer to him, not releasing her hug. "I said," she took a deep breath in. "I love you," she whispered.

Elliot was shocked. He pulled back, and he looked into Olivia's eye's. They seemed like a big pool of dark chocolate.

She looked away, and stared at the back of his couch.

"Olivia," he started. She didn't look at him. Tears sprung back into her eye's.

"Liv," he said again, more firmly. He tilted her chin up, so now she looked at him. Tears fell down her face, and he swiped them away, with his thumb, his hand holding her cheek.

"I'm sorry, Elliot. I really should get going. Breakfast is on the stove," she stood up, and grabbed her coat, and put her shoes on quickly, but before she could get out the door, Elliot stopped her.

"I love you too," he got up from the couch, and walked over to her.

She turned around, and faced him. Tears flowing down her face still. "W-what?" she whispered.

Elliot pulled her closer to him, then pushed her to the wall. "I said, I love you too," he brushed her cheek, with the back of his fingers.

Olivia started to shake. Elliot smiled, and he started to kiss her neck. She moaned, "Elliot..."

He kissed her more fiercly, and he made his way up to her lips. They both kissed passionatley. He mesaged the top of her mouth with his tounge. He took her face, in both of his hands, and she looped her arms, around his neck and pulled him closer.

They broke apart, gasping for air. Elliot hugged her, and she rested her forehead on his shoulder. "I love you," she whispered.

Elliot smiled, "I love you too," he whispered back.

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[b]Note: I think this is how you spell it: Donut; But I'm not really sure. And also, I think you spell Drawr, like that.. like where you put your clothes in. Look, words are just not coming to me. So, just go with me here. Anyways, enjoy the story. Comments are very highly appriciated. =) {kat}

CHAPTER FOUR:

When Elliot walked in the next morning, Olivia followed behind him carying a box of donuts. They both took their seats at their desks. Munch, Fin and Lake walked in a couple of minutes later, taking their seats, looking at Elliot and Olivia.

"Hey, Fin."

Fin looked up, and smiled at Olivia. "Hey, Liv."

"Hey, Liv." Lake smiled.

"Hey, Lake."

Munch folded his arms, guesturing like a five year old, who was being selfish. "And I don't get a morning welcome?"

Olivia smiled, and looked at Munch. "You don't, 'cause your being selfish, and besides, you didn't say hi to me,"

"I am not selfish!" he gasped.

"If you say so..."

Olivia opened the box of donuts, and looked at Elliot, "Would you like one, El?"

Elliot smiled, "Sure," he reached across his desk, and pulled out a chocolate donut. "Thanks,"

She looked at Fin and smiled, "Would you like one?"

Fin smiled, and got up, "Sure," he took one and sat back down. "Thank you," he looked at Munch; who looked insulted, and Fin stuck his tounge out at him.

"Lake?"

He smiled, "Sure," he got up, and took a powdered donut, and took his seat again.

She pulled one out for herself, and she closed the box, and put it in her drawr, and turned on her computer.

"Your mean!" Munch stated, while he crossed his arms again.

Olivia chuckled slightly, "And your being selfish and rude,"

"Ha!" Fin interjected.

Munch pointed to Fin, "No one was asking you!"

They finished their donuts, when Cragen came out of his office looking pissed.

"Wow," Elliot commented. "You look like hell Cap.,"

Cragen crossed his arms, and looked around at his five detectives.

"Yeah, well, the Brass isn't too happy with what had happened yesterday, either,"

Olivia looked confused, "What did happen yesterday, Cap.?"

Cragen looked down at Olivia, "Well, your friend here, Chester, decided to leave one of the Kasken case files out at the Court House, so now, we're dealing with this all over the news, so now the Brass is more pissed, aside from his wife. Which you should all know, I didn't tell you about the wife part,"

Olivia looked at Lake; who had his head down buried in his hands, she pointed her finger at him, "You are not getting anything from me for a while. That information was the only lead we had! What are we supposed to do, now?!"

"Sorry," Lake mumbled.

Olivia fell back into her chair, and sighed. "Cap.? What do you suggest we do now?"

Cragen shrugged. "I'll deal with this. For now, finish the paper work. We can't work on this case now," he turned to head back into his office, when he turned around and said, "Don't try to kill Lake..." he got to his office door, "Too much,"

Lake had a scared look on his face, and he turned to look at Olivia who sat at her chair; feet crossed, along with her arms, and she gave him a death stare.

Elliot laughed slightly, but covered it up by coughing. "You better run Lake. Trust me, you have not seen Olivia when she is pissed,"

Lake looked at Elliot, then back at Olivia; who continued to give him the Death stare.

"Last time, she got sooo pissed off by this perp, she slammed his head into the table, pulled out his chair, and she kicked up repedidly. In heels."

Lakes eye's widened. He looked at Olivia. She was wearing heels. F*ck. Lake sprung out of his chair, causing his chair to fly backwards. He ran out of the squad room as fast as he could.

Olivia looked at Elliot, and smiled. "Okay, first off, I wasn't wearing heels when I kicked his ass. As secondly, did you see his face?" she laughed. He loved her laugh. It was... cute.

Munch, Elliot, and Fin laughed. It was all good. For now.

Note: Thankx for the great comment(s). Here is chapter five. No one has ever got up to Ch. 5 here, have they? If not, I just set a new record. Hehe. Yesterday, I felt like being goofy. Well, today, I waited forever just for my bus to come. It didn't come, so right now, it's half past eight, and I'm giving you this chapter. Trust me when I say this; I just make stuff up as I go along. I might change some things here and there, but it's all good. Now enjoy, and please, if you have any suggestions, for what you want to happen next, gimme some. But just so you know, I don't do the Olivia/Dean shipper thing. I have to say, Dean has no chance what so ever with Liv. Haha, I swear, Elliot does though. Okay, now, enjoy. =) {kat}

Ah, and the only reason why I'm making this relation ship go slow, is because, when I think of the show, you know it dosn't go all that fast. It takes time. But don't worry. They'll kiss, and more on from there. Muahahaha. E/O foreversssssss.



CHAPTER FIVE:

Olivia entered her apartment alone, setting her things down on the counter. Today was fun, Olivia thought. Pretty funny, she laughed aloud, and slumped down on her couch. She turned on her t.v., and started to flip through the channels, when the buzzer buzzed.

"Ugh," she moaned, annoyed.

She walked over to the inercom, and pressed the button, "Hello?"

"Olivia?"

Damn it! It was Dean. Not the best moment right now.

"Dean, what's up?"

"I was wondering if we could talk?"

Ugh... but I don't want to!

"Right now isn't a good time," she leaned her forehead on the wall.

A moment of silence. "Olivia? Look, I.. we need to talk,"

"Fine," she grumbled into the innercom. She pressed the button, and a moment later, there was knocking at her door.

She opened it and forced a smile, "So, what did you wanna talk about?"

She stepped back to let him in, and he entered. She closed the door behind them, wishing he would just go away for her to vegitate on her couch.

"Um, we should sit,"

They both sat on the couch, and she turned toward him, "So?"

He looked at her for a second, before responding back to her, "Simon,"

Her slight smile fell. "What happened? Is he okay?"

"Liv, I.. I don't know how to tell you this,"

"Then just blurt it out," she pressed him, getting impatient.

He looked at her, then looked down at his hands, "Simon died..."

She froze up. Her only family member. Dead. This wasn't fair. "H.. how did he-"

"Simon... was shot," a tear fell down her face. "We tried everything we could do-"

She stood up, "Well maybe you didn't try hard enough!"

She opened her apartment door, and held it open for him, "I think it's time you left,"

Dean sighed and stood up, and walked over to the door. He stopped, and patted her arm, "I'm sorry. I know how important family is to you,"

She shrugged off his arm. He walked out of her apartment, and she slammed the door behind him, causing a couple of neighbors to look out their door.

Dean heard Olivia cry, wishing the best for her. He walked down the stairs, and out of the building, into the snowy dark night.

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"Elliot?" she cried into her cell phone.

"Olivia? Liv, what wrong?"

She shook her head, "Can you come? If your not busy?"

Elliot nodded, and frowned, "Yeah, I'll be right there,"

"Okay," she tried to say clearly, but she failed. "The door will be unlocked,"

"Alright," he hung up.

Olivia hung up, shaking terribly. She walked out of her kitchen, and she went into her living room, curling up on the couch, waiting for Elliot to come.

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Elliot got to Olivia's apartment door, and he heard crying. He opened the door, and peered inside.

"Olivia?"

Olivia looked up, and she saw Elliot coming towards her, "Elliot," she croaked, lifting her head up to seem him looking concerned.

He kneeled down beside her, and held her hand, "Liv? What happened? What's wrong?"

She put her head down, making a couple of tears fall down her face.

"Simon," she whispered.

"Liv? What happened to him?" he asked, rubbing her cheek with the back of his hand.

"He.." she sniffed. "He died... Shot... My only sibling!"

"Oh, Liv." he pulled her into a hug, and she didn't resist.

She hugged him back, clinging to him, as if she was never going to let go. She buried her face into his neck, and relaxed slightly.

"I'm so sorry," he whispered into her ear. "Is there anything I can do, to help you?"

I can think of a couple of things, Olivia though, sadly.

"Not that I know of," she breathed in his scent, "I just wanna stay like this,"

"Like what?"

She hugged him tighter, "Staying in this hug,"

He chuckled softly, and he kissed her neck, spreading kisses all over the right side of her neck. She smiled, and quietly moaned. He smiled, and kissed her earlobe. He made his way down to her neck again, and he licked slightly her while spreading kisses.

She pulled away, and he stopped. She looked at him, and smiled faintly. Elliot brushed some of the tears off of her face, and he leaned in and kissed her on the lips.

"Elliot," she pulled away.

"Hm?"

"Please tell me that your not gonna regret this," she bowed her head, and looked down at the couch cushion below her. He lifted her face with his fingers, and looked at her in the eye's.

"I will never regret this, Liv," he smiled, pulling her into another kiss. It was sweet and passionate. She put her arms around his neck, and pulled him, trying to get closer to him. He pulled away.

"I wanna make love to you, Olivia," he whispered into her ear, "I wanna know what it's like. To feel you. To touch you. To be inside you."

Olivia started to get this feeling inside of her. Not fear. Not sadness. But excitement. Shr froze up for a moment. She got her self together a second later.

She nodded, "I wanna make love to you too, El," she kissed him again, pulling him closer again, but he stopped.

"What's wrong?"

He smiled and rubbed her cheek again, "I wanna have it at a special time. I wanna have it to be special,"

She shook her head, smiling, "When ever we do it El, it will always be special, no matter if we done it millions of times. It will always be special."

He leaned forward, and kissed her, "Go, take a shower. Come out, and I'll be here,"

She looked at him, "You sure?"

He nodded, "Yeah. There's something I have to do first anyways,"

She gave him a suspisious look, "What?"

"You'll see," he smiled deviously.

He pulled her up, and she stood up, standing infront of him. He kissed her, and motioned her towards her bedroom.

"Go on, get into the shower," he slapped her butt playingly.

"Hey!" she said, smiling. She loved him. She never thought that she could love a man this much. But she did.

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When Olivia got out of the shower fifteen minutes later, she wrapped herself into her black silky robe, and opened the door, peering out into the short hallway.

"El?" she called out. "Elliot?"

She stepped out of the bathroom, and walked into the living room. Nothing. She looked around, and turned back, and walked down her short hallway. She stopped outside her bedroom door; which was closed, and she knocked.

"Elliot?"

She heard movement inside.

"El?"

She knocked on the door again, and the movement stopped. Her heart pounded. She stepped away, and she walked into the kitchen, and found a note.

Liv,

I see your done taking your shower. I'll be out in a couple of minutes.

Love, El.

She smiled at the love part, and she walked into the living room, and curled up on the couch. Her wet hair dripping on the dry cushions.

She closed her eye's. And a couple of minutes later, Elliot stepped out of the room. He walked over to Olivia, and kneeled down in front of her. He kissed her, and her eye's fluttered open. She kissed him back.

"Mm, hey," he said smiling, with a no-good grin on his face.

"Hey," she smiled back.

He stood up, and she watched him. He picked her up, and she shrieked slightly.

"Whoa!"

"I have some good plans for us tonight," he said, with a no good sh*t-eating grin on his face.

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Ooooo, sounds interesting, eh?
I'll post more soon, maybe later
today. Tell me what you think!

{kat}

Haha, okay, okay! Here is the sixth chapter. Enjoy everyone, and tell me what you think! Oh, and the lyrics are from the song Get Naked (I got a plan), by Britney Spears. Hehe, I used this song in here. Sooooo. =)

OHH, AND THIS IS FOR MATURE CONTENT. ALERT: SEX SCENE INVOLVED, A.K.A. LOVE MAKING!

This is my first sex scene. ACTUALLY, love making scene. Lol, enjoy.

CHAPTER SIX:

Elliot walked into Olivia's room, and layed her down on the bed. He was above her; both of his arms holding himself up on each side of her head. One leg between hers, and the other on the side of hers.

What caught her eye was everything around her. She gasped, while Elliot smiled. Red lit candles spreaded everywhere. Red, pink, and white flower pedals lay on the floor and matress.

Olivia looked at Elliot, and smiled, "This is beautiful, Elliot!"

"I thought you'd like it," he smiled back at her.

"Like? Elliot, I love!" she smiled bigger, "How did you do all this in fifteen minutes, without me hearing you?"

He chuckled softly, "Trust me Liv. I have my ways,"

He kissed her, deeply and passionatley. Hunger inside him for days, he can't even count. Hunger for her. Olivia.

She looped her arms around his neck, and his hands rested on her hips.

They broke apart, gasping for air.

"I love you, Olivia. Let me kiss you. Hold you. Make love to you,"

Her stomach did backflips. This man. Elliot. Someone she has always loved, and dreamt of, him right here, saying he wants to make love to her. She has never been so happy in her life.

She moved her head up, and whispered into his ear; her arms still looped around his neck. "Make me come, Elliot. Make me burn,"

That was all he needed to hear. He pushed her down lightly, smiled, and he kissed her neck, and she groaned. He made his way down her chest, her stomach, to the strap that held her robe together. He untied it slowly, and opened her robe. He looked at her amazing body. Looking at it, wanting to remember it.

"Like what you see, Stabler?" she halfly whispered.

"Much," he smiled.

He was about to kiss her, but she stopped him, "You gotta take off your clothes too, buddy boy,"

Elliot smiled, and began to remove his clothes, but she stopped him, "It will be more fun, if I did it,"

She continued to lay on her back, she smiled, and she took off his belt, and threw it on the floor.

She took of his shirt next, along with his jeans.

Then a second later, his boxers hit the floor. She smiled.

"Much, much, better,"

He kissed her stomach, and moved his way back up. He made his way up to her breast. Elliot avoided her nipple, wanting her to burn. Wanting her want him more.

"Elliot..." she groaned, while she tipped her head back.

He continued to tease her, moving his way to her other breast. He kissed it, kissing it everywhere, except her nipple. She groaned again.

He moved his way down, kissing her stomach. He moved his way down further, but moving back up, teasing her.

"Elliot..." she groaned again, but louder.

He moved up, and kissed her lips. He pulled away, and looked at her, "Your so beautiful, Olivia. I dunno how anyone could give you up,"

She blushed, "I dunno how anyone could let you go. Your too irresistable!"

She captured his lips with hers, he got a remote, and turned on the CD stereo, and turned on some music. Get Naked, by Brtiney Spears. She thought it was an okay song. But it turned her on. Especially when Elliot was right there with her. He threw the remote on the floor. Not caring where it landed.

He kissed her again, and he made his way down to her neck.

My body is calling
Out for you bad boy

"Ain't that true," Olvia whispered.

Elliot smiled, and moved down to her breasts.

I get the feeling that
just wanna be with you

"Always," she whispered to him, and she groaned

Baby I'm a freak
And I don't really give a damn

Olivia giggled.

Elliot was teasing her again, trying his best to not kiss her nipple. Her nipples tightened.

I'm crazy as a
Motherfracker
Put that on your man

"Elliot, please...." Elliot finally gave up, and took her nipple into her mouth, and she groaned loudly.

If you like what you see
And your curiousity
Let your mind roam free

"Make me come Elliot," she begged. He continued to suck on her nipple, but then came up and captured her lips again.

Get naked
Get naked
Get naked
Get naked
Get naked
Get naked
Get naked
Get naked
Take it off
Take it off
Take it off
Take it off
Get naked
Get naked
Get naked
Get naked

"Elliot...." she groaned.

I'm not ashamed of my beauty
You can see what I got

He slowly made his way into her, and she gasped. They kissed, while he slowly made his way into her.

If I get on top...
You're gonna lose your mind

She moaned, "More,"

He loved the way she would take control of something, or someone. He started losing his mind.

He kissed her more, and pushed slightly harder into her, and she moaned.

A couple of minutes later, the song ended, and so did the love making. Olivia cuddled next to Elliot; his arms wrapped around her.

"I love you, Elliot," Olivia buried her face back into his chest.

"I love you too, Liv," Elliot kissed her on top of her head.

They both closed their eye's. A couple of minutes later, Elliot was startled by Olivia.

"Oh, damn!"

She grabbed her robe that was on the floor, and she wrapped it up around herself, and she stood up on the side of the bed.

"This is not good. Very, very bad,"

"Liv?"

She shook her head, and covered her mouth with her left hand, "I... you..."

"Liv, please don't tell me that you find this a mistake?" he looked at her hard.

"What?!" she said whispering, "No. No, no, no. I don't!"

"Then what?"

"..I.. I'm not on the pill Elliot!" she said loudly. Tears started down her face.

"Huh?"

She shook her head. Elliot pulled on his boxers, and stood in front of Olivia, "What do you mean?"

"I mean," she took a deep breath, "I'm not on the pill, Elliot. You also didn't use protection.... I cannot afford to get pregnant, Elliot." She was whispering now. "If I was, I... I wouldn't know how to take care of it. This... this is not good!"

Elliot pulled her close to him; hugging her. "Liv, I'm sorry. I should of asked if you were on the pill. I should have got protection too. But... if you are gonna be pregnant; which we don't really know for sure yet, we'll figure out a way. Together. As I told you, I love you. I'll always be here for you..."

Olivia snuggled closer to him, "I love you too,"

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ONE MONTH LATER

Chung, chung. *snickers*

Olivia was was in work, working on paper work, when Munch, Fin, and Lake walked in. She turned her head and smiled.

"Hey, guys,"

"Hey," they all said at once.

She noticed Fin had a box, "Hey, what's that?"

"This?" he held up the box, "I thought I'd bring in something,"

Before she could reply, Elliot walked in, and placed a coffee on her desk, "Thanks," she smiled. The smell of the coffee trigered something in her, and she stood up, "Be right back," she frowned and ran to the bathroom, and puked into the toilet.

"Oh, God, please help me now," she whispered, squinted with her eye's closed, and shook her head, "I can't be pregnant.. I just can't,"

She walked into the squad room minutes later, and walked past her desk; catching Elliot's attention. She knocked on Cragens office door, and heard him say, "Come in,"

"Hey, Cap.,"

"What's up? Any word?"

Olivia shook her head, "No, I.. I was just wondering if I could take an early lunch break,"

Cragen nodded, "Go and get some lunch, and come back and take a nap in the crib, you look like hell,"

"Thanks Cap, " she said sarcasticly.

Once she was safe out of the building, minutes later after puking into the toilet again, she made her way to the drug store, and pruchased a home pregnancy test. She walked over to the coffee shop, and got a donut, and walked back to the station.

"Hey, Liv," Elliot smiled at her, and she smiled back.

"Hey, El,"

Something caught his eye, "What's that?" he pointed to the bag that was in her hand.

"Wha-?" Damn! "Oh, nothing,"

She got away from Elliot, without any problems, and she went into a bathroom stall. She pee'd on the stick, and waited minute later.

If I am pregnant, what will happen? What will I do? I'm too damn scared I'll end up hurting this child, like my mother hurt me.

Olivia thought for a minute, then was startled to here a beep. Well, here it goes, She looked at the pregnancy test.

Positive. What will I tell Elliot? Fear stuck over her, wondering what will happen to her now.

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Dun, dun. *deep voice* What will happen next, on Falling In Love? *normal voice* Hehe.. Hope you enjoy. Tell me what you think. I ended it like this, cause my brother is making me get off.

Don't worry, I'll write more later.

Okay peoples, I'm back, back, back. Back again! Woo! Haha, here is chapter seven. Enjoy, and tell me what you think! And there will be some shockers in this chapter too, just a heads up.. Muahahaha... {kat}

CHAPTER SEVEN:

"Olivia?" Elliot knocked on the woman's bathroom door. "Liv, you in there?"

Crap! Olivia thought. Olivia took the pregnancy test, and wrapped it up into some toilet paper. She exited the bathroom stall, and walked and threw out the test into the trash bin. She opened the bathroom door, and forced a smile.

"I'm fine," Much more like 'we're fine'.

They walked over to their desks, and sat down, "You sure?"

Olivia nodded, trying to think of something to cover up, of what's been making her sick, "Yeah, It's... probably just something I ate with.. Casey,"

Elliot nodded, not believing a word she said.

I'll tell him when I'm ready. This is not the place for it.

Hours crept over the squad, and soon, everyone had left, except Elliot, Olivia, and Cragen; who was in his office, fighting with the Brass.

Minutes later, the yelling had stopped, and Cragens door flew open. Elliot and Olivia looked up, and met with Cragen's eye's, and he was more pissed then ever.

"Stabler!" he barked. "My office. NOW"

Elliot looked at Olivia, and Olivia looked back at him.

"What'd you do?" she asked, in a low voice.

He shrugged, and quickly went into Cragens office, and closed the door. "What's wrong Cap.?"

"You are to go under cover, and try to play out this perp. I got a call from the Brass; who really didn't seem to be all that happy about Denereo sliding from under the cops hands. So, that is where you step in. We're all not sure how long you'll be doing this. It could take a while,"

Elliot stood there; dumbfounded. "But, Cap! What about Olivia?"

Cragen shook his head, "I would if I could, but the Brass wants only you to be up on this. Sorry Stabler. Now, here is your information. Read it over. Go home. Pack, and be ready for your flight tomarrow afternoon,"

Elliot took the folder from him, and the plane ticket.

"Now get out of here," Elliot headed towards the door, but Cragen stopped him, "And you are not to tell anyone that you are undercover. I'll deal of what to tell them,"

Elliot walked out of Cragen's office, to meet Olivia leaning on the corner of his desk. "So, what's up?"

Elliot shook his head, "Nothing,"

And with that, he gathered up his things, and left alone, with out another word. Olivia stood there, and looked around thinking, but was startled when Cragen opened his door, "Go home Detective. It's about one-thirty in the morning,"

ONE WEEK LATER:

"Cap.?"

Cragen looked up, "Yes, Detective?"

"Where is Elliot? He hasn't been in for the whole week,"

Cragen thought for a moment, trying to think of what to say, "I dunno, Detective,"

"You sure?"

"Yes, I am sure,"

"Yeah, okay!" she sarcasticly said, getting irritated. She left his office. She headed into the locker room, and walked over to Elliot's locker. She knew Elliot's locker combination by heart. It was like a little poem. 8, It's getting late, 30, I'm getting dirty, and 4, come take me home. So maybe she made that up on her own, so what?

She opened his locker, making sure no one was around. His scent flew out of the locker, and into her face, and she breathed in deeply, wanting to keep the scent with her the whole time he was away. He wouldn't just leave without telling me, Olivia thought.

She smiled, and took out Elliot's grey and white hooded sweater, and put it on. She wanted his scent to cling to him. I finally have Elliot, then he leaves? That's not like him!

She closed his locker, and locked it up. She continued to wear Elliot's sweater. Hell, she kept it. She went up into the cribs, and layed down on his favourite cot. She closed her eye's, and thought for a moment. Maybe it's all just a bad dream, and I will wake up from it. She closed her eye's, and headed into a deep sleep.

THREE LONG MONTHS LATER:

I have to tell Cragen that I'm pregnant. But I can't tell him that its Elliot's child. That would make things worse. And besides, I'm starting to show, and people keep thinking I'm gaining weight from the damn Italian food. Well, I can't wait any longer.

Olivia headed out her apartment door. She wore blue jeans, with a grey t-shirt on, with Elliot's sweater. People asked if that the sweater was Elliot's, and she confirmed that it was. She almost kicked Lake's ass from him making fun of it. She might have gotten a little deffensive.

When she got to the Squad room, to see that Fin and Munch fighting, as they always do, while Lake sat there laughing at them like an idiot.

She sighed, and walked past them, and knocked on Cragen's door. "Come in,"

"Cap.?"

"What's up?"

"Um, I have to talk to you about something really important,"

"Okay, sit,"

She sat down in the chair farthest from him, so when she told him, he wouldn't come down her throat.

"Um, I dunno how to tell you this,"

"What?"

"I.. I'm.." she paused, "I'm pregnant,"

See, that wasn't too bad, was it?

Cragen almost choked on the twizzler he was eating. When was the last time I even seen him eating those? It's been like seven years....

"What do you mean, pregnant?"

"I.." she looked down, "I mean that I'm having a baby,"

Things wern't all that bad. Cragen didn't basicly scream at me, but he sure did hold down a lecture about my 'Ass riding desk, until the baby is born, then ready to be left with a baby sitter'. I'm just glad he didn't ask who the father was. That would have been bad. I would have lied any how to save my ass. I would've just said that some guy gave me a one night stand, so I had no complete idea who the father was really.

When she, and Cragen were done lecturing her, he gave her about the whole day to chill, and sleep up in the crib, just in case she was needed.

Olivia thought for a moment, back to her and Elliot, after making love.

"Oh, damn!"

She grabbed her robe that was on the floor, and she wrapped it up around herself, and she stood up on the side of the bed.

"This is not good. Very, very bad,"

"Liv?"

She shook her head, and covered her mouth with her left hand, "I... you..."

"Liv, please don't tell me that you find this a mistake?" he looked at her hard.

"What?!" she said whispering, "No. No, no, no. I don't!"

"Then what?"

"..I.. I'm not on the pill Elliot!" she said loudly. Tears started down her face.

"Huh?"

She shook her head. Elliot pulled on his boxers, and stood in front of Olivia, "What do you mean?"

"I mean," she took a deep breath, "I'm not on the pill, Elliot. You also didn't use protection.... I cannot afford to get pregnant, Elliot." She was whispering now. "If I was, I... I wouldn't know how to take care of it. This... this is not good!"

Elliot pulled her close to him; hugging her. "Liv, I'm sorry. I should of asked if you were on the pill. I should have got protection too. But... if you are gonna be pregnant; which we don't really know for sure yet, we'll figure out a way. Together. As I told you, I love you. I'll always be here for you..."

Olivia snuggled closer to him, "I love you too,"

"Yeah, well, where are you now when I need you?"

She rested her head on the soft pillow under her head, and let a few tears escape.

"I can't do this alone," she whispered, and she shook her head.

Cragen and Casey stood outside the Crib door, watching and listening in. They backed away from the door, and headed back down into the squad room.

"Case, you should help her out. You are, after all, the closest friend to her, that she has,"

"I'll see what I can do," she smiled, and left the precient.

"And as for me," he whispered to himself, "I'll see if I can pull him out from under cover,"

ONE MONTH LATER:

Olivia layed there; mascara and eyeliner all over the bottom of her eye's, from the masive crying she has been dealing with since Elliot left. Today was her birthday, but she couldn't bare doing anything. She maked sure that she didn't get any of the eyeliner nor mascara onto Elliot's sweater.

"Liv?"

It was Casey. She didn't want to be bothered right now. What she wanted to do, was to lay there, and continue to bawl like a baby. Emtions, mixed in with the pregnancy hormones. Her stomach was getting bigger, and weird cravings kept coming to her.

"Olivia?"

"What?!" she asked loudly and moody.

"Come down into the Squad room," Casey squated down in front of the cot Olivia was laying on, and she looked her into the eye's. "Stop crying, and come down into the Squad room. Please?"

She groaned. "What time is it?"

Casey looked at her watch, "Nine-fourty-two, at night. Come on Liv!"

Casey stood up, and pulled on Olivia's hands. About a minute later after Olivia got herself together, her and Casey walked down out of the Crib. "Someone better be dying!"

They entered the Squad room, and they both watched people move into a big group.

"What's going on?" she asked Casey.

"I dunno," she shrugged.

"There she is!" someone in the group yelled to the rest of everybody.

"Happy Birthday, Olivia!" everybody yelled.

Olivia groaned.

"Come on, Liv! It's time that you loosen up a bit, and put a smile on your face!" Munch said, coming over to hug her.

She forced a smile, "Happy?" Then her smile faded.

"Come on, let's party, Liv! After all, your about 37 now, right?"

Olivia groaned again. "Don't remind me!"

"Come on, Liv!" basicly everyone called out to her.

The party lasted about an hour, until Casey brought up, about opening presents, and then eating cake; and she had a devious grin on her face.

After opening the presents, and thanking everyone, Cragen smiled, and stood next to her, "I have my gift for you in the crib. It was too big to wrap, but I thought you might like it,"

"What is it?"

"Why don't you go and look,"

Olivia eye'd him suspisciously. He smiled, and motioned her towards the crib.

When she got up to the crib, she opened the door. Lights were off, but something was lit. Candles? She didn't notice the person standing there holding the cake. She moved closer, not caring about turning on the lights. She moved closer, and she was surprised to see that the words 'I love you, Olivia' were lined out from the lit candles.

"Oh, my god," she gasped, and she backed up. She turned around, and went to turn on the lights, and she screamed. The man stood there smiling, a no-good eating grin on his face.

She was speechless. She didn't know what to say. The man put the cake down onto the table, that was set up next to him, and he walked over to Olivia, and pinned her against the wall.

Tears started down her face, and the man hugged her tightly.

"I missed you, Olivia."

She hugged him back, "I missed you too, El."

She burried her face into his neck, and cried.

"Elliot?"

He kissed her neck, and up to her lips, "Yeah?"

"I have to tell you something,"

She pulled back, and she moved towards a cot, and he followed her.

"What's up?"

"Please don't be mad, or upset,"

"What? Are you okay? Did something happen to you?"

"What? No, we're fine," She wanted to take back those last couple of words, but it was too late.

"'We're'?" he asked with a shocked expression on his face.

"Liv? Are you pregnant?"

Tears started down her face, and she nodded, "Please don't be mad, Elliot."

"Mad? Liv. Why would I be mad? I'm happy!" he exclaimed, and hugged her tightly. "We're gonna be parents, Liv! We're having a baby! A baby, Liv!"

Olivia laughed. She kissed him for a minute, then pulled away. "I think we should go back down, before people think something happen to us,"

Elliot nodded, "Okay," he kissed her.

"I'll get the cake, and you bring the baby,"

Olivia sat there, and gave him a weird look, and she laughed, "Does it look like I have much of a choice?"

"Good point,"

Olivia gasped, and slapped him playfully on the ass.

"Hey! Watch it missy!"

She giggled, and they both walked down, and into the squad room, knowing that things were great for the time being.

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Next chapter soon, peoples! I promise! Tell me what you think! And the sooner you tell me, the sooner the next chapter goes up. Hehe. =) {kat}