At times, the only thing Olivia wanted to do was call in "sick" and just stay home for once from work. She felt trapped and was almost getting tired of doing the usual routine. Getting up, driving to work, arguing with Elliot about a certain case, trying to find the perp, finding the perp, seeing Elliot beat up the perp then trying to stop the fight between him and the perp, then going home with the horrible thought of what she just encountered that day. But the more she thought about her job and how stressful it can be, she realized that by doing this job, she is saving lives and making a difference in their lives; especially hers.

After showering, changing into her clothes and a call from her partner, she headed out the door and into her car. She kept thinking about things that she knew she wasn't supposed to think about. From her job, the victims she dealt with to Elliot. The one man she has ever had a long relationship with. The one who "could put up with her". The arguments they would always have scared her because she thought she would end up losing him. She remembered when she was in Oregon and that girl that asked who Elliot was. If only she didn't talk in her sleep Olivia thought to herself. And at the same time, she tried so hard to remember what she dreamt of Elliot about. She wanted to so badly, but she couldn't anymore because it was so long ago. She also reminenced about the time when she texted him to meet her outside his house, and they sat out there talking about their relationship and then went out to eat. She remembers joking about having him pay for the meal, but she ended up paying for it. This made her laugh so hard, which made the guy in the car next to her at the stop light look at her all funny. Light turned green, she made a right at the next street and pulled into her station.

As she walked into the "house" she saw Munch and said
"Hey Munch, so did you ever finish writing your DD5's last night?"
-"yea actually i did, didn't leave her 'til 12, but i finished it. So did you and Elliot go out last night?"
-"What? why would you ask that?"
-"oh i don't know, Elliot said he was going out to the bar with a friend. i just assumed that 'friend' was you."
She knew that it couldn't have been Kathy, after all she quit drinking right when she found out she was pregnant with the baby. which was a year ago. And she couldn't think of the 'friend' that El would have gone with.
-"yea i just went home after work and went to bed. So i don't know who he went out with. Not that it bothers me, El can do whatever he wants outside the job".
and with that, they both walked their own ways, and Olivia found herself in the squadroom.
She sat in her chair and picked up the case file that sat on her desk. She dusted off her picture of her mother. It had been ages since she sat and actually took the time to look at it like she did when her mother died. It was like staring at a flower, so beautiful, although when you don't take good care of it, it can wither up and die. She grabbed a kleenex and wiped it down clean. Almost as if she was trying to get rid of evidence. She sat it back down on her desk and began to write. A minute later, she hears footsteps. Each second, the sound began to increase louder, until it stopped. She looked up and saw Elliot standing at his desk and looking at his case files that were left on his desk.
-"well looks like we got another pedophile to catch" Elliot exclaims.
Olivia left him in silence by just staring at him, the lok of as if he were a little school boy in trouble and she was his teacher, about to get in trouble with her.
-"Liv, you okay?"
She came out of shock.
-"um, yea. yea im good, i was just thinking about something".
He changed the subject without even asking her what she was thinking of. He always asked her what the matter was when she looked like that. This time, he didn't.
-"well the guy's name is Alexander Danielle. hahaha. Danielle. Funny last name huh?"
she looked at the file that laid on her desk and saw it was the same file. "Danielle" she wispered.
She tried to see the funny in this last name. Any reason that made her partner laugh.
-"oh, yea, well um is he listed in AFIS?"
she tried to change the subject like he did with her.
-"um it says her that he was arrested for a DUI and he failed to show up to court. He's got one warrant out for his arrest. NO prior recored of any molestion or anything. Well i guess there's a first time for anything".
'a first time for anything'. that was all Olivia could think about when they walked to tell captain they were going to pick up this Danielle, or she meant Alexander. That same phrase kept repeating in her head as they got into his car and drove to up to Queens.
Everything was quiet in the car, the radio wasn'y on, although she wished it was. Anything to break the silence.
Elliot started off first
-"so!"
this made her jump
-"oh sorry didn't mean to scare you!"
-" oh sorry, i didn't mean to jump. So how's Kathy and the baby?"
-"huh? oh um they're..they're good. The baby's been sick and Kathy's been real tired lately."
-oh, im sorry to hear that."
-"nah, it's ok. she can suck it up"
She's been really tired lately? the baby's sick? she can suck it up? what was wrong with him, he goes out to the bar with a 'friend whom she can't figure out who it was and now he's bagging on his wife?
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Good start. Cant wait for more.

Thats good.Love the title.

OK im back! sorry about that! i had to go to the store for stuff, and my mom was already in the car and....well yea! lol ok so here i go! i plan to finish this tonight!! i hate to leave you guys hanging! haha

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As they sat in the car, driving for what seemed centuries, but really only 10 minutes, Elliot finally turned on the radio, the song that played on the radio station was "When you Love Someone Like That" by Reba and Leann Rimes. At the same time they both looked at each other and then to the road.

-"Well let's see what else is on" Elliot said.
-"why i kinda liked that song, El" she said while still loking out her window.
-"oh ok."
She kinda wished she hadn;t said that, but it just kind of slipped out of her mouth.
So they were quiet for the rest of the 15 minutes they had left of the ride.
But still, she kept wondering who it was Elliot hung out with last night at the bar. And how rude he sounded about Kathy and the baby.
She wanted to ask him again about his family, and also if he had a good time with his 'friend' at the bar. She knew she no right to ask about his personal life, although she is his personal life. and he is her personal life. For goodness sakes, she thought to herself, he's bnot her husband, she shouldn't be wondering what he's doing the other 12 hours he isn't with her. I guess i'll have to suck it up as well, she thought.
Only she didnt think that last part.
-"suck up what?" Elliot asked.
-"huh? oh..um..nothing. i was thinking about something."
-"man, you've been doin a lot of thinking lately huh?"
-"oh haha i guess i have been. im sorry."
-"you don't have to apologize liv, because i myself been doing some thinking."
She thought great, a perfect opportunity to ask him some questions about last night.
-"oh really, about what?"
He responds,
-"oh i dont know, i guess my life. How its been going, if everything is right and good".
-"why, is it not good now?"
-"oh yea i think so. I'm just, I just feel so different. I'm feeling all these...fellings and it's just weird for me, you know what im saying?
-"oh yea, i know exactly what you're saying".
Oh my gawd, she thinks, why am i saying these retarded things? i really need to shut up! it's just making it too obvious.
But luckily he didn't respond. Although she wish he did because it left her wondering if he had taken in what she said and was questioning it in his mind.
So silence filled the car yet again.
When they pulled up to the home of Alexander, and brought him down to the station to interrogate him, they went to the captain to ask for a warrant to go into his home and try to find the kiddy porn Alexander had.
The captain said,
-"I talked to Novak and she said she can't get one until tomorrow, so in the meantime we'll have to keep Danielle here."
-"captain we can't keep him here all night without probable cause" Olivia stated.
-" how much cause do we need, we have two witnesses who saw Dani take the child to his house and the nanny even saw the pics he took" Elliot said.
at the same time, Olivia and Crageb said, "Dani?"
-"oh i mean Daneille, or Alexander. whatever. the point is that we can hold this scum here as long as we like, Captain im not losing this guy".
-"alright we'll keep him here, until Novak gets us our warrant" claimed Captain.
-"so, what then? we just leave him alone for now? What do you want us to do now?" said Olivia.
-" go talk to the victims, we're going to need more information about this guy, what we'll need to be looking for once we go into his house".
With that, Olivia and Elliot left his captain alone in his office. They got into their car again, and headed off to Malone's Bar first to get a bite to eat before they went to see one of Danielle's victims.
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ok umm i kinda need a little teeny break! im sorry! my hands are cramping! i will write back soon, i promise! thank you for being pateint!

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no it daniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ahhhhhhhh run 4 ur life!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol good story

haha thanks for the comments guys! appreciate em! ok so i'm back! hopefully i will finish it all today!!!! wish me luck!
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There they sat at the bar, finishing her salad and him finishing his cheseburger. She felt like drinking some shots to numb the tension she kept feeling, but she was on the job. Then all of a sudden, Elliot spoke.
-"so what were you thinking about in the car?"
-"oh um, nothing. nothing important. so, um"
She had to ask, she couldn't take it anymore.
-"so um did you have fun last night?"
uh oh, here we go she thought.
-"what do you mean?"
-"well i heard that you went out to the bar. geez couldn't even ask your partner to go with you."
Did i really say that!? oh my god!
-"oh well im sorry, i guess i should have. but um.."
Ok olivia now's the time to ask who this 'friend is'.
-"um what? i mean it's ok, im not mad or anything that you didn't invite me. i was just curious."
-"yea, well i had a good time i guess."
he 'guesses' she thought. just ask already Olivia!
-" so, who did you hang out with?"
-"oh um.."
just then his cell phone rang. It was the Captain asking them if they talked to the girl.
-"yea we're on our way captain,"
that was the end of it. they got up and got into their car. She was too late she thought. She was dying to ask him again, but then it would of made Elliot curious and start wondering why she asked again who he went with. But man she just HAD to know. She had to.

After they interviewed the victim at her house, Olivia got into the car first, and waited for Elliot to get done thanking the victim and get in. She turned on the radio and waited. There were no good songs on, so she just turned it off. She could hear herself breathing and the windows fogging up. Elliot was taking a while. Finally, she saw him open the car door and start the ignition. They were on their way back to the station. Again, the ride back was quiet. All of a sudden, his phone rang again.
-"Stabler. oh hey, whats up? um no no actually im working, yea um i'll call you back later ok? alright bye"
Who was it she thought. Could it have been this 'friend'?
-"was that Kathy?" she asked.
-"huh? oh um no it was a friend of mine".
AHA! she thought. We're getting somewhere.
-" haha you have a friend?!" she tried to play it off.
-"yea as strange as it sounds liv, i have a friend other than you" he joked back.
She felt stupid. "other than me?"
-"im sorry".
-"no i'm sorry, that was rude."
yes the hell it was.
-"this friend have a name? do i know him?"
-" uh yea i think you do, but it's not a him. a her".
Her. Her. A woman. Who could it be?
-"oh yea? hmmm yea i have no clue."
-" yea well i guess you're gonna have to keep guessing".
just then something was beeping. It was the gas check, they were on "E".
-"crap, forgot to fill up this morning, ok well lemme go fill her up!" he said.
they pulled up to the nearest gas station. He got out and walked in to pay first. She stayed in the car. The only thing that she kept thinking about was this girl 'friend' of his. Now she was becoming irritated. The only person she could think of was..
RING RING! It was Elliot's cell phone that he left in the glove compartment. She opened the lid and found it. She picked up the cell and looked at the screen.
D. Beck
D.Beck? who is... Her heart froze. D. Beck. D. Beck. Dani. Beck Detective Dani Beck.
The phone stopped ringing and then screen read "Missed 1 Call". She look up and saw Elliot coming out of the store. She hurried and put the phone back into the compartment, but it was too late. He saw her with his phone in her hand.
-"oh did someone call?"
she mocked in in her head "someone call?" the heck someone called Elliot!
-"um yea, but by the time i grabbed your phone it said 'missed call' so uh i dont know who called you. Sorry!"
-"oh no problem, thanks".
He shut the door and started to get the gas pump. The same time he was checking his phone and called somone. She knew who he was calling. D.Beck. that's who. She tried to listen to his conversation, but just then, a truck pulled up beside her to fill up his car, his radio was blasting his music, which made it hard to hear anything but "Soulja Boy".

They walked in the squadrooom and they went to their desks. Olivia wanted to ask who it was that called him, just trying to act stupid. But she didn't. Elliot typed up his report and sent it to the captain. She hurried and finished her report and instead of going to his office, she got up and got some tea. When she turned around, Elliot was standing right behind her. If he were any closer to her, they would be in each other's faces.
-"dang i wanted to scare you!"
-"oh haha well you didn't" she exclaimed.
he touched her back to get by her to get himself some coffee.
Touched. Her back. The wrath of his hand touching her back. That little bit of heat he provided with his hand felt so good.
Still, she felt betrayed. Her partner, whom she thought was her best friend, her campanion, her....only hope to happiness, hurt her. Yet, she couldn't tell him to stop seeing her. Whether he was just seeing her and grabbing a few drinks or actually 'seeing' her. No... she thought. He couldn't be. I mean he's been trying to get back with Kathy. And start over with his family. At least, at least i thought he was. Was she losing her partner yet again. Only not to Kathy, but to...to..Dani Beck?
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ok so let me know if you guys like it so far!!! im not sure how i am ending this, if you guys have any suggestions, feel free to message me and give me some ideas!!! thank you
will write later i promise!!!!

I love the story plz update soon!

ok im back!
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She sat back down and drank up her tea fast. She just wanted to go home and forget about this day.
He went and sat down across from her at his desk and drank his coffee carelessly. She wanted that cell phone to ring. She wanted to see the look on his face when he saw who it was that called him. She wondered what he would do or say when he read the screen saying D.Beck. Would he pick up the phone and start conversating right in front of his own partner? she just wanted him to tell her the truth about what was going on between them. Because really, he was just insulting Olivia now. Oh the hell with it! She said.
-"so. was that an important phone call that you missed earlier in the car? i'm sorry i didn't reach it in time if it was."
he replied, -"oh um no, it wasn't really that important. It was uh, Kathy, she wanted me to get something for the baby. she left me a voicemail."
Oh my God! no he is not lying to me! she thought. She couldn't take it. Instead of going off on him and point out that he lied to her face, she just nodded and got up and walked out.
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That was good.

why thank you Alexis!
yea sorry i havent updated yet guys i've been working my butt off this weekend and havent had time!
i cant right now! cuz again, i dont have time to sit and make up a good chapter, so when i have enough time to think and write it all down! but you can leave comments anyways! appreciate it much!

this is really good! poor liv... i can't believe el lied to her he could've just said it was his friend again!

haha ok im off tonight and tomorrow! so whatever i dont finish tonight, i'll finish tomorrow!
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It was like a slap in the face. Her partner lied to her face, and she can't even say anyhting to him about it. She thought it had been rainging, because a waterdrop was running down her face. It was actually a tear, she was crying. Crying. Over her partner. Elliot. The Thought of Elliot with ms. Dani Beck. But again, she couldn't automatically assume that he was 'seeing' her. Maybe they did just go out for some drinks and had a nice conversation. But a conversation about what? Was she considering on coming back to the squad? Was he begging her to come back? She feared for her job, her sanity and her Elliot. MY Elliot? He's not MINE.. Why am i beating myself up over him? Because it took her this long and a whore like D. Beck to realize how much she cared for her partner, her friend, and yes, HER Elliot. She was afraid that this would happen sooner or later, whether it was right when she came back from her undercover job, or after the car accident she was in a while back, she would eventually end of loving him. Really loving Elliot.

Continueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .... please?

P.S. Dani Beck, is a whore... *ducks for any uncoming objects* to the people who actually like Beck, don't flame me. I'm just giving out my opinion...

hahaha i think she is too! lol (ducking down with you)
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After she cooled down, she walked back inside the squadroom. She grabbed the file and brought it over to Cragen's office. Elliot was inside talking with him.
-"oh, im sorry, didn't mean to interupt. i was just giving you my file."
Cragen says
-"oh no, youre fine. thanks. ok well im sending you guys to go talk with the other victim, name Emily Weissen tomorrow. Im having Fin and Lake talk to Danielle for a while until Casey comes back with something good."
-"so...we're free to go?" Olivia asked.
-"yea, unless something happens tonight" Captain said.
Elliot stands up and looks at Olivia. she turned around and headed for her desk.
He follows right behind her.
He spoke
-"Hey, so are you doing anything tonight?"
hey are you doing anyhting tonight?! yea, i bet that's what you said to Dani!
-"um no, i don't think so. why?
-"well, i was wondering if you wanted to go out for some drinks. I'll buy."
Was he really asking her out for some drinks, a day after he was with Dani? She stopped thinking about it for a second. She thought if i go, am i playing myself? is he toying with my mind? well maybe this would be the perfect chance to get the truth all out there.
-"um, i guess. But shouldn't you really be at home with the baby and Kathy?"
she was trying to make him feel guilty.
-"Naw, they're fine. come on, please? i don't feel like going home just yet."
To hear him plead to her like that made her tingle inside.
-"ok yea. i'll go. i'm holding you on that free beer though."
-"oh yea deffinatley"
and with that, they left to the bar.
-should i take my car and just meet you there?" Olivia asked.
-" no, we can drive down together, and i'll take you home."
-"well how am i supposed to get to work tomorrow morning?" she asked.
-"um hello? carpool." he anounced.
she felt stupid asking because obviously she knew he would come and get her in the morning, but she asked anyway to see what he had to say.

They walked in together and sat at the bar. He ordered for the both of them. He always knew what she liked to drink. But this time he ordered something different for the both of them.
-"yea gimme two tequila shots."
Her eyes widened and looked at him.
-"wow, since when were you a macho man all of a sudden?"
-"oh honey, i've always been a macho man. I guess you were just too blind to notice it. and besides, both aren't for me, you're drinking the other one."
-" um El, i dont know about that. you know me, im weak when it comes to alcohol!" she said
-"Liv, you and i both know that you can loosen up. This work has been stressful for the both of us."
Just before she was able to say anything else, the bartender came over with the drinks.
-" ok two shots for the lovely couple. My name is Danny by the way, just holler if you want another" said the bartender.
omg! why does everyone's name have to be dani?! its ridiculous! she thought. But she wasnt about to let some woman get in the way of this night. haha lovely couple? he thought we were a couple?
-"ok Liv, there you go. drink up. But wait we gotta do it right. hey uh Danny, could you give us some salt and lime please?
-"Elliot! oh my god. are you serious?"
-" hell yea im serious. come on, it's fun!"
He brought the salt and lime. They both put salt on their hand and then licked it. They took the shot, with Olivia finishing first and then sucked on the lime.
they both laughed afterwards.
-"good god woman, you're fast!" he said.
-"well you just have to catch up then dont you?" she teased.
She was really liking this. Them two, just sitting there, drinking shots and laughing. But most importantly, flirting. Flirting with each other. But also at the same time, she couldnt help but wonder if this was what Elliot did with Dani. so she just had to ask before it was too late.
-"haha so um, is this what you did last night with your friends?"
He looked up at her, looking all dazed after his fourth shot.
-"huh? when?"
-"you know, yesterday. you said you went out last night."
-"oh you mean when i was out with Dani?"
She couldn't beleive it. she finally got him to say it. she got him to say Dani.
-" oh, really? did you have fun?"
he replied
-"um no, she was all crying half the time. She said she wanted to come back, but i tolde her that she wasn't strong enough for this job. She was always having meltdown every five minutes after talking to the victims."
She wanted to laugh so bad.
-"El that was mean."
-"hey it was the truth. besides, i didn't really want her back. That would of meant losing you."
-" Losing me? El, why would you think that by her coming back would make you lose me? i would never go away El, not because of Dani."
They both kept staring at each other.
-"so, you up for one more?"
she didn't know what he meant.
-"im sorry?"
-"you up for one more shot?"
-" I dont know, someone is going to drive us home tonight."
-"oh come on you big baby!"
-"alright fine. Dani give us another one. and put this one on my tab."
They put the salt on their hands, but before Olivia licked her hand El leaned in and licker her hand.
-"eww waht are you doing?" she laughed
-"ok now you gotta lick my hand" he said to her.
What was he doing she wondered. He was obviously drunk and she was a little tipsy herself.
but instead of arguing with him, she leaned in and licked the salt off his hand.
They laughed at each other.
-"you sure can li-"
-"dont you even say it El!"
he smirked
-"oook i won't!"
they took the shot, sucked on the lime, payed their bill and stumbled out of the bar.
The only question was, who was driving? and what was giong to happen next?
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ok so im not done! and this isn;t the last we hear of Dani, but let me know how you guys think ok?
muchas gracias!
merci
thank you
thanks mate! lol

Haha, yes! *does happy dance* That was awesome!! Please, continueeee. {kat}

I couldn't stop laughing at the flirting that they where doing in the bar. Picturing it in my head just made it too funny to me. So plz update soon that was the best and I wonder what awaits for them when or if Dani shows up again.

Great Sorry! Keep it up and write more soon please.

ok im back! school started, had homework to do, im in pre-cal now! and ugh! lol but anyWHO
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Olivia asked
-" so you want me to drive?"
-" No, no im fine. You had more to drink anyways."
-" No i did not! Here, give me the keys."
She walks over to his side of the car and tried to grab the keys. He stumbles back and said.
-"Liv stop, i got it. im fine."
She didn't listen and leaned in to grab them from him.
-"El, please, just let me drive, I think i'm more capable of driving. I'm fine."
Then, all of a sudden, he grabbed her arm and threw her up against the car. He trapped her with his hands on either side of her. He leaned in and said,
-"Liv, let me, please."
She became frightened. she gave in
-"ok fine."
Thinking he was going to let her go and get in the car, he leaned forward and tried to kiss her.
-"whoa, what are you doing?" she asked.
-"what? Liv you said i could."
every word he spoke, she could smell the stentch of booze. He was totally wasted. He didn't even know what he was doing. Neither did she.
-"yea well i meant you could drive, not kiss me."
He begins to cry. She couldn't believe it, Elliot Stabler. DETECTIVE Elliot Stabler was actualy crying. Of course, she has seen him cry before, but not like this. This was different.
He weeps,
-" Livvy, all im trying to do is make you happy. I messed up, im so sorry."
She didn't know what to say or do. She just stared at him.
-"El, what do you mean. what did you mess up?"
After crying a little more, he finally looked up at her and said,
-" Last night, i hung out with Dani. I lied to you back there, i said she had asked me to bring her back. I told you that i told her no, but i actually said yes. I talked to the Captain today and asked him to let her come back." He began crying again, only this time, he fell to his knees. He was still holding on to her legs. Like a little child would when he wanted something from his mommy.
-"Elliot, get up, you look retarded." She helped him up and put him up against the car.
-"Livvy, im so sorry, i didn't want you mad at me. I just-
She interupted him.She didn't want to talk to him while he was all drunk.
-"come on, here sit in the seat. I'll just take the keys and you just rest in the car." She walked him over to the passenger side and opened the door for him. He just stared at her. She didn't look back at him though.
-"Liv, look at me, lo- look at me. Why aren't you looking at me?" He just kept repeating the question.
She finally got him to sit down. He didn't even try to help her by getting him to sit back and put his feet in the car.
-"come on El, let's go home."
He quickly shot up and said
-"NO! i cant go home like this. She'll hate me. I can't go home."
-"Well, El, what do you want me to do? Drive around til you're sober enough to go home?"
-"take me home with you"
Shocked with what he just said to her, she said
-"Uh, El, i dont know. I'm really tired and uh," she didn't know what else to say. She couldnt just leave him in a park, and she wasn't about to spend 50 bucks to let him stay at a cheap motel. She had no choice but to take him home.
-"ok let's go."
-"wait where are we-
she shut the door before he could finish his sentence.
She walked around the car and started the ignition. They drove to her house.

Finally getting out of the car and tripping up the steps, they reached her apartment. She walked in and turned on the lights. Elliot flinched by the brightness.
-"Damn Liv, you wanna shut off the lights?" He said.
-"sorry,"
She turned them back off.
The whole ride back to her house, she couldn't help but wonder what was going to happen about Dani. Was Captain dumb enough to actually bring her back to the squad? Would he think of putting Elliot with her since he was the only one she worked with on the squad? She thought that if he did, she would probably be [artnered up with Lake, since Munch was coming back then he would go with Fin. Not saying that Lake was a bad detective. He just wasn't ELliot. Her Elliot. The Elliot she knew for 9 years. Taken away from her by Dani Beck.
Elliot spoke
-"Liv, i gotta throw up."
-"Oh well go to my bathroom, you know where it is. Hurry i dont want you making a mess on my floor." She watched him fumble over to the bathroom. A moment later, The only thing she could hear was the sound of Elliot vomiting in her bathroom. So she turned on the t.v.

She almost forgot he was in her house. She got carried away in the movie that was showing. She turned off the t.v and tried to listen if he was still throwing up. But she heard nothing. She finally got up and walked down the hall.
She stood by the door and knocked lightly.
-"El, sweethaert are you ok?" but nothing. She opened the door and saw him passed out on the floor. There he was, knocked out on her bathroom floor, looking hopeless. She tried so hard not to laugh. She didn't want to wake him. She rolled up her sleeves and bent down to pick him up. She never realized how heavy he was. Man is he buff she thought. Instead, what she did was dragged him across the floor and out the bathroom. There was no way she could drag him over to the living room and onto the couch. Her room was right there. So she dragged him in there, and laid him on the floor. She walked over to the colset and grabbed some blankets and took a pillow from her bed and brought it over to him. She opened the sheets and laid it on the floor. then she placed the pillow in the center, finally rolling him over on the sheets. The last cover she had, she covered him up with it.
She couldn't beleive that after all that, he didn't even wake up or flinch from the movement. She stood back and just watched him. She listened to him snore lightly, his chest moving up and down, and thought about Kathy. This is what Kathy sees before they go to sleep in the same bed. And this is what she sees in the morning. How lucky she was to be with this man. Then she thought about Dani, then Dani and Kathy altogether. This man has three women literally fighting over him. Maybe even more. She was just getting herself worked up by all this. The only posotive side to all this, was she had him all to herslef tonight. He was in her room. Although, he passed out on her bathroom floor, and is in her room on her floor. Just the presense of him being there,with her, made her feel good.
Just then, she heard a cell phone ringing. It wasn't her ringtone, so it had to have been his going off. It was coming from the living room. He left his keys and cell phone on her table. She was afraid to pick it up. She didn;t even want to look at the caller ID. She desperatley didn't want it to be Kathy or Dani. That would put the icing on the cake. So she picked up the cell and read the screen........
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oooooh Sofie left you on a clincher!!!! lol who was it that called?!?!?! i guess you'll have to find out who it is later on!!! i'll writ more tomorrow after work! leave comments!!

I'd laugh it is was Dani, and Olivia just picked up the phone, and said, 'Don't call him again!'. Then she would just hang up. Nice job so far! I love it! You so gotta continueeeeeee. Please? {kat}

lol it may be Dani, it may not be, i guess we'll have to wait a lil while longer.I had my heart set out to finish tonight, but im going to a party that my work is throwing, a christmas party! im sorry!

I totally agree!
Why is it that matters of the heart are so complicated?
Oh and imsvu23 could you please finish the story i'm waiting

ok im back by popular demand! lol cough cough Aliecia! wont be here for long though.. so here i go
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and there it read. D. Beck As if she didn't know it was going to be her. She did what she didn't want to do, answered it. But she said nothing.
all she heard was a woman's voice on the other line.
-"Hello? El, are you there?" Olivia still said nothing.
-"El, please i need to talk to you. I'll call later, i know your probably with Kathy right now, or maybe with Liv. But just please call back?" then click. then the light on the cell phone vanished. There Olivia stood in the dark. El? she thought. Only she called him that. No one else. And how dare she say Liv. Only he calls her that. She didnt' want to stand there all night in the dark, so she set the phone back down on the table. But before she did so, she flipped it back open and pressed on the "end" button to turn it off. She didn't want anymore interuptions. Although, if so what would they be interupting?
She walked back into her room and again stared at Elliot sleeping on the floor. She grinned and sighed. Just then, she heard Elliot say something.
-"Olivia....Liv....Olivia...". she kneeled down beside him and shook his arm.
-"El, whats wrong?" she asked. She figured he might of been just talking in his sleep. But then
he rolled over and opened his eyes.
-"what..whats wrong Dani?" he said
She looked at him in shock
-"Dani?" she asked.
He sat up and squinted is eyes at who he was talking to. They were both sitting there in the dark, and then he realized who it was by the sound of her voice that it was deffinatly not Dani's...
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oh no he did not call her Dani!?!?!?! haha but i wrote it so i guess he did! lol dont worry i will write more!!! Aliecia! lol

What the heck?
Dani can't we kill that b***h?
Please

lol noooo i dont know if i wanna do that! do you think so? should i guys? should i kill off Dani? lol lets ask others fist. I dont know how i will be able to write that off, what should i say, Olivia then pressed on the gas and headed towards Dani who was helplessly lying in the street after being beaten by some thugs? hahahahhaha nooo thats horrible. Then that would mean i would have to have Olivia go to jail for that! lol just you wait and see....i have smething good coming your way I Promise you!!

Hey, I love this fanfic!
I've been dying to write a "Dani Beck Returns" fanfic but haven't found any time to.
But this fanfic rocks on ice, good job!! =]

awww thanks! you guys are making me blush! i try i really do!

LMAS
ok no I don't want her to go to jail.
But I still don't like her.
Love the story keep going

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He spoke and said
-"er, Olivia, what's wrong? what am I doing? what are you doing?"
She was still aggrivated that he called her Dani, but she let it go and said
-"well um, you were calling my name, and i thought you needed something. I'm sorry, i didnt mean to wake you!"
He shot up right and said
-"oh no, dont be sorry, i was just um, i guess dreaming or something." His breath still smelled of alcohol. So Olivia stood up on her knees and said to him
-"well here, you can sleep in my bed, so you don't have to lay on this hard floor."
He grabbed her arm
-"no! im fime here, besides, where will you sleep?" he asked.
-"oh well i can sleep on the couch. Really it's no big deal El, im fine"
As she tried to get up, he yanked her down to the floor again so she could sit by him. She dropped down and laughed.
-"El? what are you doing?" she asked.
He smiled,
-"what? what did i do?" he asked sarcastically. Then it got quiet between them. He grabbed her hand that lay on the sheets. He lifted them with his hands and tried to put it close to his mouth, until she jerked back.
-" well, ahem, um i guess i better just grabbed my pj's and leave you here. If you get cold, there are some extra covers up in the closet. Do you want me to brign you your phone from the living room?" she asked. She almost forgot who called, but certainly didn't forget what he called her just a while ago.
Dani? she kept asking herself when she went to her drawers to get the boyshorts and her tank top she wears to bed. She walked over to the bathroom and changed. While she was in there, the thought of him calling her that kept bugging her by the minute. Of course, maybe it was an accident or something. Maybe she did sound like Dani. She couldnt remember waht she sounded like when she first met Dani. When she opened the door to the squadroom and saw a blonde wooman sitting at her desk. Writing, chewing on the pen that WAS hers, it was sitting in her drawers, she kept backup for just in case. She knew that this girl was digging all through her files and cases. How dare she she thought. She had invaded her privacy, and her relatioship she had with Elliot. When she walked up to her and asked if Elliot Stabler was around. When the woman replied that he stepped out and that SHE was HIS partner and that could she help her? All of that, she couldn't really remember. She couldn't tell if her remembering that or not was a good thing or bad.
She picked up her clothes off the floor and opened the bathroom door while turning off the lights. She walked back into her room to dump her clothes into her hamper. She saw Elliot looking at the pictures she had on the lamp table near her bed. She hurried and put it back before she saw him. But it was too late.
-"that was me and my mom when we went to DisneyLand for the first time" she said to him.
It was a picture of her and her mom standing with Mickey and Minnie.
-"That was the best day of my life, i once thought. I've always wanted to go to Disney, but what kid didn't huh?"
He just looked at her. She couldnt tell if he was still too drunk to comprehend what was being said to him. Until he finally asked
-"what did you mean when you said 'i once thought'?" he asked her.
-" well um..." she stopped.
-"what Liv?"
-" well it was until i met someone that made me feel safe and secure."
-"your brother?" he asked.
-"what? no. not Simon.
-"oh, well i dont know," he laid back down on the bed. She sighed and felt stupid at this point. There was NO point talking to an intoxicated Elliot. She saw that there were clothes all over the floor. Her clothes.
-"El, why are my clothes all over my floor? were you going through my closet?"
He laughs,
-"well damn Liv, you said i could go through your closet!"
-"yea, but El, i meant just to get the blankets. Damn it El!" She became angry.
He stopped laughing.
-"well don't get so uptight miss B****. They're just clothes, chill will ya?" he said
-"dont you call me a b****!" she yelled.
He opened his eyes and just stared at her.
-"who are you yelling at?" he asked
-"well you, you...jerk" she retorted as she walked around picking up her clothes that were scattered aroud her room. He got up from the bed and came up behind her. He grabbed her hand and twisted her around so he could look at her.
-"i am not a jerk! Im a little drunk, but im no jerk Olivia!" he exclaimed.
-"GET your hands off of me.!" she yelped back.
Instead of letting her go, he grabbed her other arm and wrapped them around his waist.
She wiggled to let loose of his hands. She was struggling with him
-"Elliot! please, stop!" she pleaded.
He just laughed at her.
-"why should I? huh? you were saying mean things to me. my feelings are hurt!"
She became very aggitated and said
-"well then maybe you should go cry to your precious Dani and have her cheer you up. how about that mister tough guy?"
at that moment she wished she could go back in time and erase what she just said to him.
He still had her hands wrapped around him and they could each feel each other's heart beat faster and faster by the second.
-"why would you say that?" he asked.
-"well she did call just a while ago. And i know she was the one that called while we were at the gas station. You lied to me and said it was Kathy. Which reminds me, does Kathy know that you're with Dani now? Does she know that she calls you late at night, and pleads to talk to you? does she El? huh?"
He just kept staring into her eyes. Their face so close to each other, they can also feel their hot breath against their faces. Olivia's smelling like fresh toothpaste from when she brushed her teeth while in the bathroom and Elliot's like alcohol still. They inhaled a mixture of mint and vodka.
-"Did you answer the phone when she called?" he asked.
-" yea, but i didn't say anything. I just let her talk thinking that i was you and she just wanted to talk to you and wanted you to call her back when you weren't to BUSY with Kathy or ME!"
-"well then you lied to me too Liv. You said you didn't reach my cell in time in the car. so you can't blame me fo-"
-"DON'T even try to turn this back to me! that's not the POINT!" she snapped back. They were still in this same position.
-"Liv, i dont know what you are thinking, but i'm not with Dani, i never was, i was just hanging out with her the other night. It's not like i-
she cut him off yet again
-"you know what i don't really care if you're with her or not. Im most worried about Kathy and the baby. I'm just...just looking out for their best interest. They need you just as much as you need them. Im just your partner. Why do i care? I just don't want her coming back and trying to take over my part of the job."
He looked at her in confusement.
-"ok first off, i already told you that when she did ask me if she should come back, i already told her no, that it wouldnt be a good idea, Second, i wouldn't of let her take your place ever. And third, you have no idea what is going on between me and Kathy."
At this point, she felt it was clear for her to try to pull away form him. She succeeded.
-"what do you mean?"
-"i mean that, well we talked about it and we both realized that we're just kidding ourselves to think that we belong together. so i moved out yesterday. That was why i went to the bar last night, i come to think that my answers were in the bottom of a bottle. And i saw Dani there and we just hung out. When i left the precienct, Munch had asked me if i was going out. I told him yeah and i told him i was going with a buddy of mine, but i really lied. I thought he was going to aske me if he could join me. I really just wanted to be alone, otherwise you know i would of asked you. so you see i had no choice but to talk to Dani, you know how i oped up to almost anyone after a few drinks."

She couldn't beleive how al of this started. All from a misunderstanding. She just laughed and fell on her bed.
He watched her just laughing. On her bed.
-"what's so funny?" he asked.
-"All of this. Everything. you and me. me and you."
She sat up straight. He looked at her. Examining her. Noticing for the first time how pretty she looked. Pretty wasn't the word to describe her. Beautiful, almost goergous. Stiing there with her pink and white boy shorts. and her pink laced up in the middle tank top she had. One strap was falling off her shoulders and he wanted so much to come over and fix it for her.
He wanted.....
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ahhhh yep! well!!!!!! how you like?!?!?! lol let me know and i will update soon! cant wait to hear from you all beautiful people!!!! make me happy again!
gotta see what will happen next!

I loved it!
That was absolutly fabulous!

thank you!

You are most welcome!

he just wanted to star at her all night.
what was he thinking, this is his partner, Olivia. He quickly looked away. Walked over to the window and looked at the moon. How bright it was and perfectly round. That's right, it was a full moon. the dark clouds behind this moon, this little specks he could barely notice, it was New York, seeing stars in this city was hard to see. But for some reason, he could see every star in the galaxy. This was a different view he has ever noticed. He wished so much that a shooting star would appear.
-"El, im sorry about everything. i didnt mean to get mad at you. i guess i was just..."
he turned to look at her
-"you were just what?" he asked.
-"i guess i was just jealous and i, i dont know... its complicated. Everything is getting too complicated for me."
He turned back around. Staring at the moon, was somehow making him dizzy. he was still a little hung over. He went and laid back down on the floor. He grabbed the cover and covered himself with it. He fixed the pillow and fluffed it for a while. When he was comfortable enough, he laid his head on it and closed his eyes.
He then heard movement. Maybe she was going into the living room, he thought.
Then all of a sudden he felt a hand touch his shoulder. Her hand was cold, he thought. He could also feel her breath hit the back of his neck, which mad the hairs right there stand up and he all of a sudden got the goose bumps.
-"are you cold, El?" she asked.
-"no im fine" he excliamed.
What he felt next was her laying beside him, trying to grab the covers he held underneath his arm. She scooted in the covers and her entire body was touching his whole back. He opened his eyes and just felt her snuggle up to him. He didn't want to turn around because God knows what she would do. But he did anyways.
-"Liv, what are you doing?" he asked.
-"im cold."
-"well, you can get into your bed you know, im dure those covers are nice and warm"
-"umm no im fine here" she said.
He was so confused at this point. He didn't know what to say or do! So he just turned back around and faced the wall. He sighed and put his hand on his forehead. Then he felt her lips kiss his shoulder. and then his back, then the back of his neck. He turned around quickly.
-"Olivia!" he shouted.
She giggled softly. She found this situation funny. He found it awkward.
-"haha yes?" she asked.
-"what are you doing? look i think im fine enough to drive to a motel. i'll just do that ok?"
He stood up and walked over her. He tried to find the switch to the room and when he thought he found it, he heard a door lock. He found the lamp instead and switched it on. There he saw Olivia standing by the door with her hands on the lock.
-"Liv, what are you doing now?"
-"what? Elliot, i can't let you leave, you're too drunk. im not going to be held accountable for your death."
-"what? what are you talking about. Liv, I'M FINE! you can't just keep in this room. Besides, im stronger than you, i can easily move you outta the way. Come on, now where are my keys?"
-"oh, your strong huh? well prove it to me tought guy, move me" she taunted him.
He just stared at her fiercly. Why was she acting like this he wondered. She's just standing there taunting with what little she wore. That little strap on her left arm was hanging down again, and it seemed to drive him crazy. Not because he was OCD, but because it was a peice of clothing he just wanted to rip off of her. How close it was for him to see her totally. Entirely. So he looked away and stared at her bed, Which was a bad thing to look at too.
-"what are you looking at?" she questioned him.
-"what? uh nothing. Look Olivia, im not going to tell you again, please, just give me my keys and i can go."
-"well Elliot, one: your keys are out in the living room, and two: why are you in a hurry to leave? huh? you dont want to be with me tonight?"
He didn't know what to say. It wasn't that he didn't want to be with her. It was beacuse he wasn't supposed to.
-"Liv, I-...I just can't be with you, ok"
She walked over to him, her eyes kept on to him, and she reached her hand to the lamp and turned it off again. She then took her hand and grabbed his hand. Then she did the same with her other hand and grabbed his other. She took both hands and wrapped them around her waist.
-"Liv, please, i just can't." he pleaded.
-"shhh, El, just shut up for once. Please?"
He sighed, she sighed. For once, he wasn't afraid, he wasn't paranoid. He felt fine, and relieved.
-"Elliot....kiss me?"
kiss me...kiss me...kiss me....it kept repeating into his head. It echoed in her big room. Her quiet room, her dark room. She wrapped her arms around his neck and he walked them both over to her bed. and he laid her down first.
She giggled. He giggled, too. Then..................
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Woooooow!! lol so im not done yet, just wanted to give you all more! so i hope you liked! lemme know what you think!

omg add add more please!!!!!!!i beg plz plz plz!!!!! i love it soooo much please!!!its driving me crazy hurry plzzz!?!

lol thank you! im trying! i will add tonight becuase my mom is making me rest cuz unfortunatley im sick! and she doesnt want me to be on the computer all day! lol but seriously thank you for the comment!

That was awesome, you must update soon.

I loved it!

-"Elliot....kiss me?"
kiss me...kiss me...kiss me....it kept repeating into his head. It echoed in her big room. Her quiet room, her dark room. She wrapped her arms around his neck and he walked them both over to her bed. and he laid her down first.
She giggled. He giggled, too. Then..................
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ok im back! so sorry!
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He lifted the covers over, tucked her underneath him and he covered them up. She shivered from the cold feeling the pillows and sheets gave off on her back. But in the front, she was nicely kept warm by Elliot. She kept giggling; he kept staring. Staring into her eyes and watched her mouth widening by her giggles.
-"What is so funny?" he asked.
-"nothing, nothing. i just can't believe you did what i told you to do. Show's how 'strong' of a man you are. You listened to me. I control you now."
-"uh, no i don't think so Olivia. If anyone is to be controlling tonight it's gonna be-"
A phone ring startled the both of them.
It wasn't his, it was Olivia's. She looked around to find it. She saw a flashing light on the floor next to the pillow Elliot was once using.
She asked Elliot to get off her so shse could get it. By the time she bent down to get it, the phone stopped ringing. MISSED CALL it said on her screen. Then VOICEMAIL appeared. She called it, still not knowing who it was that called. She thought for sure it was the Captain.
What a cut she felt through her chest. She could feel the blood drops hit her feet and the sound of it hitting the white rug floor. The excruciating pain she was feeling wasn't anything physical, but it sure as hell did feel like she got cut or stabbed when she heard the voice message.
" to repeat this message press 4,to save this message press 7, to erase, press 9," said the operator. Olivia turned around to face questioning Elliot, who kept asking if it was the Captain who called.
She pressed 4 and turned on the speaker to her cell.
"Hey, um Liv, um i don't know if you remember me or not, and im so sorry to be bothering you this late, but i didn't know who else to call. Um oh, well this is..Dani Beck, you know? Elliot's partner, OLD partner? Well he uh..he gave me your number the other night when i ran into him you know for emergency or anything. He actually gave it to me because he wanted to see 'his girls' talking and hanging out more....i don't know. Anyways, um i have been trying to get a hold of him for the past few hours. I need to talk to him, and i thought he would of been with you tonight. Again im sorry if you guys are working or anything. Well if you could call me back or just have him call me back as soon as possible that would be great. You can call me back on this number or else my house, it's 555-306-2324. Ok, well talk to you later, Bye...."
To repeat this message press 4, to sav-
She closed her phone while keeping her eyes on him still. This bastard gave her my number? she thought to herself......
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ooook well lemme know what you all think!!!

that was great update soon

You know I love It!
how could he do that to her?

lol i knew you would!
idk why he would do that to her!! what should i do to him? haha

his girls to hang out more......he he he hahaha not she should beat dani to death with her cell phone... she should knee elliot right in the.... ummm! he he he *gigles* did they kiss im confused? right more me lovey!

lol um yea they did, i guess you want me to describe the kiss huh? lol
ok i will remember that next time when i update it!
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lol ya! thanks... i love the story! keep up the good work! *gives thumbs up!*

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I am wanting on the story!
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ok im here to update me story hope you all enjoy!
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She took her eyes off him and stood up. She was more than angry, but upset. Upset at the fact she fell for a man that could fall for almost anyone.
-"hey, what's wrong? are you mad?
Mad....MAD.....no Elliot im not mad......I'm just PEACHY! she thought to herself.
-"look, um im just gonna sleep in the other room. i'm just gonna take this pillow and this blanket and leave. Good night!"
She opened the door and closed it. He just sat on the bed staring at the door. A few seconds later she bust in the room and said,
-"wait this is my house, YOU get the hell outta my house, you...you pervert!"
He jumped up and said
-" Liv, i don't understand. Are you mad about the whole Dani thing? what's so wrong about that?"
-"what's wrong with t- you know damn well what's wrong with that."
He looked at her in confusement. He didn't know what to say or do next. It wasn't a place he wanted to be at anymore.
-"look, Liv, im sorry if i gave her your number. I did not know that it would upset you like this. We're all adults here, all she did was ask if you knew where i was. I mean what is the big deal here? im so lost. maybe i should just go."
without answering any of his questions, she watched him gather up his things and walked right by her to go into the other room. She could still smell the cologne he had on when he brushed by her. Tears began to form in her eyes. She turned around and followed him. She felt as if she were a year old and couldn't speak. She wanted him to stay but she was still angry about the message Dani sent. But before she could say anything, Elliot picked up his phone and turned it on.
He sat it down and put his jacket on. Then, he phone started ringing.
-"don't say anything please. it's Kathy" he said to her.
She remained quiet.
-"hello...yea Kathy...i'm leaving the squad. Why what's wrong?.....yea....who?....she did?...uh i don't know...i might of given it to her....why is that a big deal?..i don't know...no Olivia doesn't even know her number...ok look i gotta go we'll talk about it when we get home..by-" he stared at his phone and then closed it.
-"what the hell is it with you and Kathy huh? why is it such a big deal that Dani called you two. This is ridiculous!"
she almost wanted to laugh. Dani had actually called him house. and spoke to Kathy. She's gotta be pissed. She hated her more than i did she thought.
-"well waht did she ask Kathy?" Olivia asked.
-"the point isn't what she said to Kathy its why you two are getting mad that she is calling you guys. God...i gotta go, this is a bunch of bull."
-"well you can't blame us for being just a little bit jealous Elliot!" she couldn't believe she said that to him outloud.
-"what? jealous? why would you two be jealous?" he asked her.
She felt stupid, what was she supposed to asnwer back. Only the truth she thought.
-"look El, ever since i came back form that undercover thing, it was just different between you and I. Things became different between me and Kathy too. You know she and I actually talked about the whole Dani thing? She said she didn't like her. She accused you of cheating on her with Dani. But i said you two were just working together. But between you and me, i was scared about us. I was scared that if she ever came back, you would want her and not me anymore. I now know what Kathy is talking about."
-"Olivia, first of all, Dani and I never dated. And if she was really mad that i was 'cheating' on her she shouldn't of been, we talked about this before she told me that she had dated when we were separated. Second of all, even IF Dani wanted back to our squad, i would of made sure nothing was going to happen with you. I would never do that. And lastly, there is nothing going on between me and her. I can see why Kathy would be jealous about me going with her, but you? i don't know, what's changed?"
She seemed to have been digging herself a bigger hole with this.
-"I don't know El, i guess nothing. No....it's just i feel so much closer to you than ever before and it just scared me how close i was to losing you. Look you should just go, we can talk about this another time. Let's just forget about tonight ok?"
He looked at her and just wanted to rush her back into the bedroom and continue what it was they were about to do. he just wanted those lips on his, her hands on his waist again. But he knew that wouldn't happen again.
-"God, i screwed up!" he said right before he opened the door.
-"i wish you didn't" she said.
He quickly turned and saw an empty living room, he then heard her bedroom door close and saw the little light form underneath her door turn off. With that, he grabbed the doorknob and shut the door. Now he had to face Kathy.
-"Damn did i screw up!" he said once again.
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ok so im not done, i wish i was cuz i hate when i leave you all like this! i gotta go get ready to leave!

awsome cant wait till you update!

I like!
I hope you will soon update

aww thanks! and thanks Sammieisback! i will try to update soon