You are so good on this show. I hope if you get in touch with your Mother things will work out for you. Try not to be too hard on her unless you really know the reasons and circumstances of her leaving. It was a beautiful song you wrote and it gave me some in sight to what my 2 sons maybe feeling. I was 18 years old when I thought a older woman was my best friend and I wasn't making good decisions for myself and I didn't want to drag them through what I was doing. Needless to say she wasn't my friends and things didn't work out the way I was told it would be. Thirty years later I have a good relation ship with 1 son, but the oldest 1 is not so good, I do know that not a day goes by that I haven't thought about both my boys. I did what I did because I loved them so much and I wanted the best for them. I hope you win! Beverly